Just some words Uttered in breathless motions Stuttered between lucid movements Not sure to understand Alive in illusion More like a mirage, a beautiful nocturnal daydream Drowning in error Devouring the terror In moments of silence These words mean the world ***
This is the last poem of my poem book Part II. A part which was the most fun to write and to live. It was the greatest time. Great memories. And this poem is also one of my favourites because it sparks memories which I'm not sure are even real but at least I am sure they occurred in another dimension
It's the worst thing when you ruined your dreams yourself Walked away, put your life on the shelf In the end it's too late to deal with fate Or is it just the dark days that keep you from being great?
Remembering the victories, the triumphs, the things you have done Can they really so easily disappear, fade away like unwritten history, all this time gone? You have lost your momentum, you were spoiled from winning and not accustomed to lose How many more times does the same mistake need to happen to you?
Will you ever find out what is right or wrong? You thought you had it figured but spring, summer, fall and winter, it's all a different song Just when you think all is good, your life is saved and truth is found It's shattered to pieces, once more, and you're alone, waiting for love to come back around
Again. A different song. And when we can't deal with fate then we have to deal with the Devil
The boy I learned to live from He was out on the streets The city lights' shimmer subliminally but he keeps in the shade The only one who could see him, a country girl With soft memories of a summer love
Have you ever seen him since? A gambler's heart took him away He touched my heart like no one else never can Like the sky blue before a ship bound for the sea Out of reach, I'll wait on the shore
Learn to fly and cross oceans A morning fresh as the sun reflected in a skyscraper's glass The wind blowing his sweet words back to me I open the door And let him in
Inspired by the one I always write about, the countryside and Chicago
We haven't been talking for quite some time But you, you've been all the time on my mind The past is gone, the future to find Life's like a record tape and you can't rewind
What will you do when the golden days are gone? Will you still play the Queen when you're alone on your throne? Will the forsaken dreams always remain undone Or can we revive this affection held back for so long?
Please tell me without you there won't be as many days Ahead for me as the many that made us part ways My love, in a daze, you set it ablaze And I promise with you it forever stays
I counted the days and it's already a lot more. Too many. But I'll keep counting forever.
See the sun shining and the hillsides so green The meadows reflecting the faint morning light The lilies they blossom in nature's wide screen While the air feels fresh after the clear pristine night
I love the dewdrops on my bare feet Anticipating the summer heat But I have to leave this sweet landscape behind The blue sky has taken my peace of mind
This beauty was all I have known for years Since I left you, steadfast but torn and in tears You gave me freedom to follow my heart I missed you every second we were apart
I told you I had a promise to keep A lifetime ago and a love so deep We will close the circle in a perfect agreement Keeping my word I knocked out my Demon
I made a vow to come back to you If you ever only still wanted me to One last loving look back to the greenfields afar Don't wipe off the tear as I walk to my car
Memories of past years come to my mind Distant dreams of a life left behind Piercing through my heart like cut glass I smile through my tears while I step on the gas
The road takes me down to our favourite place Where I told you good-bye through a dolorous haze Parked the car, I walk down the street Anxious to see you, I'm stumbling on my feet
Now I am standing on this holy ground Waiting for you to come around The sun shines in my face, so gently and warm I blink and I smile as I wake up in your arms
Closing the circle by using some black magic to vanquish the Demon you created from a singularity. In the circle the two lines will cross in the middle while the outer curves will be the farthest away from each other. For justification the two have to be unified again. Take the deal willingly for a greater good and you will stay righteous. The Devil will give you redemption.
Boy, you're like a dream I mean, are you even real? For me you're more than perfect My heart skips when I look back To the days we were together Never cared about the weather The best life had to offer In a rose garden I found a four-leaf clover Without you I'm lost, dead and hopeless My love without you can't exist I confess So don't let me wake up In the cold, harsh world, but stay a dream and keep me Locked up
There's nothing worse Than full moon and you are alone When you risk your life for something unsure Casually said And you cheat on the ones who love you truly For treacherous cravings Promising you glory in your illustriousness Giving you nothing but perfidious setbacks When you think you made it But then comes the day you evoke your own curse When you see you made it worse Abolished, defamed, you lost all to deception When all you wanted was airy perfection But there's nothing worse Than full moon And you are alone
November 15th, 2016 was a full Moon night and I was alone...