All until I lost you,
then I truly saw your value.
All of your words
and without you,
If prevention is better than the cure
(up the sentence for intimidation)
to much, much, much, much more.
Let me search my mind.
See what feelings I can find.
These thoughts I have
were never mine.
You gave me these.
Did I wrong you somehow?
Was it for your friends to please?
How many likes did you get?
(black cloth on my head)
For the pain you imposed.
I have been whispering with the
jury of the (******) self righteous mind
will take your breath away.
Justice served by any person other than yourself is and always will be empty.
I felt in my bones
accepted and seen
I felt picked up
"You are mine."
Not a question
Not a comand
A statement of fact
A release of such pent up fear and frustration
My body shook with it
And I was one with the Earth
One with Him
And all was
It's political, isn't it
the ones who get the book deals
acting like actors
dreaming to be
the next Stephen King
that's what wins
and who decides the words
a company on market street
in a big tower of steel and glass
people hate to be proven wrong
they hate to have their methods questioned
Geocentrism maintained until the atomic age
and even after
let go of preconceived notions
of ideology and dogmatic sheen
step away from petty partisans
perhaps then we can come together
you won't like it if it targets you
our hearts are fragile
and we feel the instinctive
need to defend and revolt
against a system that is broken
in all the wrong ways
but tearing it down
and building back up
is always more tough
please wake up
don't keep eating soylent green
mean broadcasts and slanderous media
consultants that own the world beneath their words
Walt Disney (ABC): 92 billion
Comcast (NBC, MSNBC): 186.9 billion
Viacom (Paramount, CBS): 23.7 billion
21st Century Fox: 50.72 billion
Facebook (Instagram): 84.524 billion
Verizon (T-Mobile): 257.1 billion
AT&T (Sprint, Cricket): 444.1 billion
Google: 206.94 billion
These are the biggest industries in the world
selling you fabricated dreams
and hateful wishes
to turn you into time bombs
picketing angry on main street
buying momentary good times
so that the dividends incessantly continue to fund
And you fear youtubers?
different than the conglomerates
and the fourth estate
in beded on the capitol building
jacking themselves off on an american flag,
Land of the free
silencing the opposition
behind the scenes
and you'll eat it up
thinking you're kind
playing exactly the cards
they printed for you
and handing their printed money
siphoning the wealth of a generation
but the solution is not to redistribute
it is to reinvigorate
that all states are doomed to die
but don't fear death
that's the first way
in your skin
and through that wound
will inject you
You can hate me, call me whatever you'd like. Won't change the fact we'll look back and wonder....
why didn't we do anything sooner?
The long wait is over. The big fish is finally in my hands. It is not really something worth for a cry but it isn't also something worth for laughter. It is something that brings peace in my mind, a moment of solitude. That big fish is an acceptance - a reality. The only reality that makes my heart heavy but at the same time, halfhearted.
How can be something brought you silently in pathos and in equal time, brutally in felicity?
I dared to dream about hoping for more. I dared to dream for a bigger picture of us. I dared to dream of having you beside me. I dared to dream for everything for us. But I did not dare to dream for a reality, all I dream was an exaggeration of my own fantasy.
Now, I don't want to know the price I'm gonna pay for dreaming that way, cause this reality and pain is enough. Or maybe for now it isn't, but I hope it is.
I finally have the big fish. It is finally mine. I don't what to feel but, I know this situation will lead me to something better. I am now going to start letting him go. This is that start of a rough-tough ride to acceptance.
No one else will ever own me like you did.
i like the way you look at me,
but i hate it when you do.
i love it when you kiss my heart,
but it hurts, that's just the truth.
when you leave and look into her eyes,
it reminds me your body is owned.
and this fact gets lost in my abundance of thoughts,
when you bring beauty to my sight of grey tones.
i hate you, but god, are you beautiful.
a life I never owned,
a sacrifice I never tried,
a fade away dream
I never step
Lost in trail
craziness in a mess
blown away on unexpected things
I let go of the dream
I just couldn't
collab with Pax
Take it, take it all
I give you all that I am
Each breath is for you
I give you my soul
At my feet
Dressed only in me