#npmreused
i'm getting tired of it,
waking up once a day,
feeling dead and forever unpleasant.
i love too much,
i'm not much pride to swallow.
let your roots grow into me,
feel yourself waste away.
we wept, sea between beds,
always but a dream never to be seized,
nothing is forever.
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 4:38 PM UTC
I may look like a wretch,
But I can do sketch,
Want me to come by,
and make your life outstretched?
Don't worry, I don't bite.
I love people who are fond of aplite.
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 8:09 AM UTC
I told you
But
You did not
Listen to that voice
That is me
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 3:52 PM UTC
I follow someone else's tragedy
And I'm willing to mend it
But the emptiness reflected
Was as lonesome as the one before.
I seem to have forgotten
We are dead.
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 3:45 PM UTC
I told everyone that I’m okay,
But do I still need to say?
I wanted to be happy, just to be happy all day…
I wasn’t expecting you come into play
Expectations deprived me from watching sunset by the bay
They wanted me to be perfect but I couldn’t shine properly
I was criticized silently
And was perishing inside, slowly
I cried a lot; my life’s too dry
No one scrupled to ask, “Are you still okay?”
When you had the confidence to utter words, it was late.
Too late
I’ve taken my life and it was my fate.
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 7:53 AM UTC
Nothing saddens my heart more
Than a dog who eats my poem
And a tree that is burned down
And a cog that does not turn
Nothing saddens my heart more
Than a book that is sold cheap
And a cousin that is hurt
From the roof eager to leap
Nothing saddens my heart more
Than the earth so full of trash
And myself who is asleep
While the years moving like flash
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 8:16 PM UTC
I heard you shouting my name,
I heard you taking all the blame.
Can you feel the flame?
Is it still the same?
I guess not,
Because it was all a game.
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 7:50 AM UTC
Part I - Words
Don’t play word games with a poet
a poem is but a skeleton waiting for mind
and imagination to fill the open spaces
fragile, fleeting thoughts arise
like Frost upon the windowpane
they write themselves
pieces bombard like pebbles
words with no more weight
than the fluff of a yellow chick [are]
magnified into the Pillars of Hercules
[resembling] a jumble of colors wild and bright,
juxtaposed and scattered
her words are so airy
his thoughts are so keen
perhaps even [saying] the things
we wish we had
making it a page in [our] book
[but sometimes]
they don 't go down easy,
these words meant to soothe
I want to take them back,
embarrassed that I ever set them down
wishing I could forget playwright’s evil pen,
[and now]
my brain is uninhabited by rhyme.
Part II – Nature
[Evening]
it rains… I want to try to count the droplets
[as] the breeze invites a crimson leaf
to dance one last dance
geese give a melancholy voice to leaving
their dark v-shape splitting a cloudless sky
breeze ruffling trees at evening as
stars appear to transport me home
the Daystar pulls up its night covers,
letting the darkness take hold.
…the moon pregnant with the sun’s light
round full lake of fervor
the moon holds up the sky
on silver serving tray
[Day]
the sun burns the horizon
white foam, salt spray,
forlorn cry of gull, brown sands,
hot sands rhythmic roll of waves
[Earth]
traversing an endless “sea” holding us tight
yet leaving us free
[Home}
like me my garden is wild and free
like flitting butterflies [children] come
and pick the flowers they prize
they keep on being tulips
they keep on being red
the fragments are dandelion seeds
blown to the wind
Part III - Melancholy
I slice the day up like a lime [because]
there’s an acutely thin line between
the total lunatic fringe and that which is acceptable
I see you falling through the purple air
like a blind hungry tiger
tiresome journey seems unending
then death
some too soon [give] up the ghost
if you die so early are you forever young?
sound and fury, sound of silence
when will the bleeding end?
I cry for the grandchildren I'll likely never have,
for the grandparents I never knew.
if I cried as much as I need to
my 60-some percent water would dissipate,
evaporate into the abyss that’s forming,
I look at the abyss [but] it isn't mine anymore,
it’s yours
as you walk, your body tries to fold into itself.
who was your beast and where have you buried him?
what if…each person’s belief is what unfolds
if you believe in nothing that’s what you’d become
the ground is your bed, the stars your night light.
soon morning will break and melt the frost,
moving it along [your} frozen pain
Part IV – Love and Longing
if you don’t want the real truth perhaps you shouldn’t ask
[but still]
be gentle with one another the world is harsh enough
she didn’t seem really loved
didn’t seem cared for that much
clothes dropped like the delicate
gray feathers of fledglings
I've heard people say they can control
what they dream
but most are who they are and will remain
I could have loved you,
madman though you were,
sometimes the less said,
the better letting go of love
[yet your] soul goes with me always
running through me like a river...
put your hands in the earth and touch me.
Epilogue: how hard did you have to work to do it well? (a line not used)
[I worked hard but didn’t do it all that well. In spite of that, I enjoyed doing it!]
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 9:44 PM UTC
Once upon a time
She ran away from her hometown
All the things she worked harder for
says her Goodbye
and restart all over again .
On the barren lands
everyone lost.
More half path
to the end
left to travel . .
faded away somewhere
which path to take
tall trees , scattered sunrays
and growing day by day
a chance to start living
And feel delighted
with all the time she had
wish not to be like someone else
And there will come a time ,
she'll get to shine
The End
Apr 30, 2017
Apr 30, 2017 at 1:20 PM UTC
Here of all places,
We had a hope of victory.
But it’s over and we know it
So don’t cry for me.
May 29, 2019
May 29, 2019 at 3:52 AM UTC
Hurry...
I'm in a hurry.
Slowly...
Can I move slowly?
Hide...
How can you tell me that?
Duck...
I'm stuck.
They're gone.
And I'm so done.
I looked at you.
And out of the blue,
You asked me;
"Want to be free? Press the button later."
It was a bomb.
How can I be so dumb?
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 8:26 AM UTC
You were my anchor.
I even held hands with you by the shore.
Just everything about you, I was so sure.
I waited for you long enough;
Long enough to be longed every single day,
I was in dismay.
I decided to wait you until May.
However, I just couldn't stay.
How can I?
Leo,
Remember how you killed me that day?
Mar 31, 2021
Mar 31, 2021 at 8:37 AM UTC