Sometimes my head feels like it's filling

My throat starts closing when I need to breathe

When I need to scream but I flick it away

Because ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴀᴋᴇ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴜɴᴄᴏᴍᴈᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ

No one knows what this does to me

But yet we can all relate when the bomb explodes

Why wait until my fate is enclosed

I vent to others hoping for results

But even when I'm hidden I'm still singled out

Why does the universe want me to be alone

Why am I treated like I'm not here

It's not always the peoples fault

I've had people try to hang out with me

But I'm weird, okay

And sometimes I just give off a distant feeling

Maybe I'm a monster

Or maybe I should be alone

Maybe my mind should be my only friend

The one I turn to...

Yeah, that's not going to happen

My mind is my worst bully

Yet I'm caged in, left here

Hyperventilating, panicking

I can't see right

I can't breathe right

I can't hear right

My hearing is fading

I'm fading

I don't know what to...do...