i could Wander the world
take a dive in the deep
colour a circle
let it cry me to sleep

as i dream in the dark
of how we used to weep
with laughter not lies
that we tell and keep

if thats what it takes to make you
happy

i could sing you a song
about this fate that i face
and id hum you a harmony
with nothing to chase

down my despair
with some lemon to suckle
in a salted shot glass
from the bottom of the bottle

then i guess you would be
happy with him
instead of me