to heal the wounds that were bound to hurt again .
Put bandages over the cuts that cut so deep into a person’s heart & soul that eventually
the bandages suddenly
peeled and popped off again.
that was once told is now kept
in group chats
which is no match
for how he responded
to the wicked ways
of this so called
“Be respectful ,
Be responsible ,
& Be safe place .”
Yet he chose to see the real
in people’s heart & eyes.
Boy, was he blind !
that he , himself
has flaws just like everyone else . Took those flaws into consideration just like taking his broken heart
& creating it into magnificent art.
Yet to this day,
people still don’t quite get
People hide behind the keyboards texting ,
behind stage curtains
Stirring up trouble just like playing Chinese Telephone.
As a result, things that were not initially said and done
are now twisted,
& can never be undone !
However, he managed to see past “he said -she said” **** .
Looked beyond the assumption of what people told him .
Deciphered the harsh reality of spurious and counterfeit people
& yet he chose
to **** those
people with kindness.
But there’s no change
to the content
of some people portraying
their ugliness within
outwards for all their “clique” to see
knowing **** well that’s not who they are within,
nor who they want to be.
Pleasing the pleasers
aren’t so pleasing especially
when there is no meaning:
If you ease in
into a person to comfort,
guide & advise,
they automatically are envious & assume you want something from them .
If you put
your pride aside
& focus on the heart of the situation of a broken hearted person & what they are going through ,people assume you’re using them at their weakest point to get close to them for the wrong reasons .
If a person is crying out for help & yet only a few
come to the rescue,
that they are there to just feed off of the drama so they can make it their own personal business
& then later on ,
contradict themselves by
towards other individuals.
So he wrapped
all of that
into one knot,
threw it out his sight ,
& left it there.
He didn’t want to be
apart of those knots
because people would try
to connect those dots:
By swirling him
tangled & confused ,
part of their topic
mislead & used.
of the nebulous apprehensions!
with condescending cockiness of people
creating critical confusion towards nurturing
Yet he still called himself the fixer . Because he tried to fix
broken hearts but in the end
the only heart that was broken,
Tried to patch the wounds that needed healing for others.
he still went
through the healing process within.
Gathered a new individual in the spotlight to be more welcoming for others that don’t feel welcomed in and at the end of the day ,
people that were nobody before & unforgettable now,
forget where they started
& who got them to a place
of belonging of some sort where everyone now knows their name.
But the unseen is mysterious which is unclear to the human eye .
Too many shadows that follow a dark path .
Too many chiefs but not enough Indians.
Too many leaders that get lost in themselves & when others get lost they can’t reach out a single helping hand to help .
But a fixer could have fixed
some of these issues if
you would have let them in .
But no , you didn’t so
instead, he took a step back
& did him .
But when you needed fixing,
it’s sad to say that no one that the fixer helped, especially you , didn’t come to comfort,
to help the fixer that put in
all that effort to make you feel good within.
Gave you that motivation to talk to your crush over & over .
Boy what repetition!
Advised the situations that you could have thought about & done for yourself without him.
& now only *** & the people he brings forth to the next her or him ,
we’ll be more than
enough to keep them
they felt like they’ve done all they can
for others that don’t deserve their happiness.
So let me tell you something!
He’s gonna do all that he can
for himself .
He’s no longer a fixer for those that almost thought they destroyed him.
He’s now a builder ,
creating a pathway for his own happiness !
now has a story for all of those who feels or has felt ,
deals with or has dealt ,
With the outcome of pain , betrayal & agony of fixing
other people even by the way you treated people in your life that was so damaging ,
is that they do now have a voice
& shouldn’t be a afraid to exploit
the truth .
When they do ,
can be builders for themselves when going through ****,
letting go of toxic people
& their **** truths .
So I have a question for you .
Now ain’t that a fixer ?!?!
Yeah I thought so too!
~ Jordan Munchenburg ~