You were beautiful from afar
Reflecting a variety of hues
Attracting with swirls and swiggles
Personifying some pattern of character

You pulled me in
Allowing my heart to pump
Letting me admire you
Giving your lovely essence to me

You then opened up to me
Horrifying to me
Destroying your cover
Burning down my love

You were ugly up close
Terrifying under your mask
Juxtaposing to what you seemed
Lying to pull me in

You attract the gullible
Acting all pretty and nice
Dancing with their of you
Swallowing them

You then betrayed them
Abandoning your fake
Backstabbing their beliefs
Entrapping them in lostness

I was thinking about a moth.... and then a butterfly... And i dunno..

If I could, I would build you a heart
one that could not be broken
one incapable of falling apart

If I could, I would wash away your tears
drown them in the murky waters
with all of your fears

If I could, I would shelter you from harm
shield you from dark days
and frequent storms

If I could, I would protect you 24/7
saving you from this hell
until you ascend to Heaven

we were too young to understand
I was not yet a woman, you weren't a man
even still, we did the best we can
the both of us lost in LaLa land

you gave me more than I could ever ask
though loving me was no easy task
way too fragile, I broke the glass
quits you called it, way too fast

your heart fell to pieces, my tears fell down
our love laid helplessly on the ground
from my nightmare I awoke, but you weren't around
vanished through my dreams, never again to be found

The sound of sitting in the cold,
Arms locked tight together,
Nor lies or truths are told,
In the silence of tonight

The comfort of hip to hip bindings,
Of breathes tangled together as one,
Of reluctant tears streaming down battered cheeks,
Of smiles about to come

The quiet warmth of a hug,
So fitting to this loud moment,
And the clasp of a hand tugging,
On old, colour faded, hoodie strings

The glowing of the street lamps,
Lighting up our once grey faces,
Showing it's stamp in silence,
Love need not have a voice

Alaska 1h

You hurt me,
                     I forgive,
you hurt me,
                     I forgive,
you hurt me,
                     I forgive,
you hurt me,
                     .....

I wish it was easy to let go of the past
To start a new life; to live with a pure heart
Where no one could remind me of what I've lost,
Where no one remembers who I was
Letting me live and embrace new things
Where no one compares me with anyone,
And all that matters would be what is yet to come
I wish I get to live with a hope that stays in the darkest of the days
And do not let me lose my faith
I hope I get to love the ones in my life
And erase all the hatred left, before they all bade me goodbye.

Alaska 2h

You were actually
         the first one
     to completely ignore
how I felt and I
         guess that's why
     it hurts so much.

e 2h

This is a heart
It buckles and comes unfastened

By trembling hands that search and grope
For words escaped through languid lips

As promises forgot left scattered between sheets
Turn to pearls and diamonds under the weight of worn heartbeats

Like a single raindrop in a sea of emotion
Dreams are empty hours wasted on missed devotion

Then seduction is love
And love becomes lust
As desire takes on a fleshly form.

i'M AFRAID FOR THE DAY WHERE I BRING ROSES

WHERE THEY ARE NOT FOR A LOVE BUT
FOR THE DEATH OF A LOVE

I KNOW IT MIGHT HAVE TO BE THAT SOMEDAY,
BUT I HOPE IT'S NOT TODAY

AND I HOPE IT'S NOT
TOMORROW

Gail 2h
You

Flashing lights, greased up bodies grinding
on one another, rearing and ready to go.
Then you, dancing alone, eyes closed and
your best wear glistens while you smile.

In a place where people speed race
and don't stop at redlights, there's you.
Going slow, because any faster and you'd
jump from the rails.

You, laughing at nothing, and facing
dynamite, terror, disaster, feeling fine.
Speaking every language all at once
and they catch just a word at a time.

You're talking something special
they never heard before, never spoken on
earth. They watch like you're on fire
but you are the flame, and they're the ash.

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