For all my sadness, i wish
For one day to find peace
And comfort in the sweet embrace
Of someone i love.

Cuz for all my sadness,
I know it’s part of life.
I just wish i werent so alone to go through it.

And it's all my fault...  
Me, me, me me!
Thinking that she will always be there but things have drastically changed.
Shes moved on and it's been too late.
Believing that if I express my love now, she wouldnt go away.
But her heart is secured with another man and dont know the combination to unlock the safe.
And it's all my fault for her lashing out this way.
All she wanted was love and my heart at the time wasn't in the right place.
Now I sit here in the dark wondering is this what it has come to be?
I should of told you I love you a long time ago and I apologize for that.  
And she was so close to coming back.
But the time away from her made me hate myself even more for all that I neglected.  
Now that's she's gone....
I don't know how to fully move on.
Sadly to say she took a part of me with her that will never come back.

Morning hues expose my timorous state.
Desperation leads me to cover my face.
Look close to see my vulnerability.
Stand next to me, feel my warmth seep from me.
People steal my tenderness, my energy, my positivity.
Leaving me naked and nugatory.
I learned to hide the physical trace.
Only I know the truth, feel the abuse.
In the night agitation kicks in.
No way to sleep, only to weep.
Safely locked. Deep in my private thoughts.
In the night I can be me. I reach for my secret sins.
I need to feel free and no longer nugatory.
Morning comes again.
Time to cover my sins.