I as much as I hate to admit it,* I honestly love him more than the sun.
I absolutely despise the sun with fiery loathing...
So I suppose that leaves him in the **"I really hate you" slot...
It's not like he "broke my heart" or some **** I wasn't "in love" with him I'm not even totally sure I believe in romantic love anymore after him and everything else, but he DID hurt me either way and I DID like him. :/ Idk. Whatever. It's just that, he is a trigger for me when something negative happens involving him, one of my "moods" kick in where I feel so worthless and **** and horrible.
Don't ask why I loathe the sun. I know, I know it gives me life etc. etc. blah blah blah I KNOW. I know I tend to enjoy my life more with the Sun in it, but I still hate it. Actually, same goes for him too.
and all that remained
were memories that lingered
in the back of my eyes
and a tingle in my nose
that waited for the worst moment
— The End —