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Gabriel K Sep 2015
late night
house music
pretty girls on drugs
whom I eventually
will not ****.
© Gabriel Kemlo
Gabriel K Sep 2015
In a sense...not in a sense
no
in a non sense as it were
the guy was a friend to me
in the sense he supplied me with coke
I shared his coke
he burnt me numerous CDs
progressive house, trance, drum n’ bass
in spite of though I asked him repeatedly for not D'n'B
but when you think about it
the music
that’s just burning files straight off iTunes isn’t it?
D’you know what I mean?
all it cost him’s the cost of the blank CDs
20 or 25p.
It’s nice of him
I’m not saying it’s not nice of him
I’m not saying that
all I’m saying’s in a way
the gifts he gave me were effectively royalties
weren’t they
stolen offa the artists & DJs?
And the *******?
he did pay for it: quite a considerable sum per gram
it’s generous
I’m just saying
that he needed someone to take it with  
I know what it’s like.
So in a sense what I’m saying
all I’m saying’s
just asking how much did I actually owe him?
Truth is
he was a mate to me
regardless if it was coke buddies
that come on fast
the semi-toxic rush
of addictive personalities,
he had a heart
weakened maybe by near-continuous drug abuse
but manners
he was a chivalrous host
was alright to me.
So what I’m saying’s I shouldn’a...wouldn’a...
I maybe I shouldn’a slept with his ex.
I should not have had ***
with Adriana.
I shouldn’a split the girl in two
***** her up good style
give her a proper seeing-to.
No
that was wrong,
the principle is
the right person would not have ****** his friend’s
on-off-on-off
skinny Slovakian ex
who was high
glass of wine
round her flat
hungering to pay back her ex
for numerous humiliations
infidelities of little or no relevance to me.
I should’n’a...would’n’a...truth is I couldn’a...
No
that’s not the truth
I easily coulda not've
but I chose to **** her
I chose to
is there any kinna bloke who wouldn’a
really?
Does anyone not?
Is it not my job
if the chance comes along
take whatever I got?
I wouldn' be a man otherwise
with ****;
a denial of man.
So the truth is
while I’d like to say I wouldn’t I would
straight up her
again
notwithstanding her motives: revenge
and questionably legal consent
I’d do it again
in that respect I haven’t changed.
So if you’re listening friend...ex-friend
I’m sorry I was...offered ***
with your then ex
now girlfriend again
and I took it,
it’s something I should not have done
but I did
and I’d do it again.

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