They lied to me.
Some people therefore died for me. All because of Your fooling eyes. My hands are tied, And there's nothing I have not tried Oh why do they control me Your fooling eyes. My trust became bona fide My hate so unjustified Oh why did you enter my mind, All because of Your fooling eyes. I feel so horrified, Terrified, And somehow satisfied, By this continuous thought of The eyes of suicide.
*sings happily* I got suicide on my mind.
"Tell me a creepy and horrific statement." I said.
"I don't like you and I don't love you!" he answered bitterly and I was horrified for that earth shocking revealation.
What on earth is this?
If I were a person stronger than myself
My insecurities would disappear Would you hear worried absurd thoughts If murmured into your ear? You would be horrified to learn The madness running my brain If I was less crazy my head would be too It's a shame that instead I am insane.
I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.
A shamed of who i am.
A shamed of what i am doing. And horrified of what i have become. It started as a hunger for anything. A wish for that depth within something. But slowly that desire i had is fading. And - The true glimpse of what i have started surrounds me. The grip of reality and emotions plays loud in my hollow mind It's hands devouring themselves around my already weak neck Strangling this life i chose to live.
I thought it would end happily.
What I thought was wrong.
For reasons unknown Being chased By nothing But empty halls The tempting darkness Pulls one's foot Back to the game Be brave Put down the fear The rule is simple "NEVER LOOK BACK" Walk straight Don't shed a tear It might just be a dream
The light fades behind the moon
My heart is once again tainted It is as if the darkness assumes My soul is to be repainted It's claws thick and stained by blood Like a werewolf it howls sadly at the sky I thought then it understood, but I plea, I beg, dear god tell me why I become this monster in my flesh When the sun descends and retires I become overwhelmed by death And give myself over to haunted desires I am asleep inside my own mind These acts are not my own I wake horrified to find That inside I'm not alone
A Dream I Wish It was,
When the hounds of hell Were unleashed up my family A Dream I Wish It was, When I heard the horrific Screams from the bedroom, When the faces of the Traumatized children leaked A Dream I Wish It was, When the aftermath caused Me to weep day in and day out, Wishing it was only a figment of My hell - filled imagination A Dream I Wish It was... ... ...
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