sunset slow kisses
(heavy heavy heavy)
summer sweet smiles
(thin wrists)
denim blue shorts
(thin slits)
over suntan skin
(pink scars)
saltwater breeze
(white hot)
sweet pink ice
(cold thoughts)
midsummer beat
(soft hands)
lets run away
(do it again)
heart pumping
(heavy heart)
soft sand bare feet
(bruised thighs)
hold my hand
(touch my skin)
come with me

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d r o w n
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)

I pretend I don’t see of what is undesirable
It doesn’t move my soul ..
It’s always something , it’s such an unpleasant feeling..

You’re hurting me, with the blame game..
Say that you love me, but how could you feel the same?

Abuse comes in all forms. Verbally you’re killing me, with words that cut deep..
I keep patching myself up.. you keep ripping the bandages off.
It’s amusing to you.
You shatter my heart on a daily ..

Some days are good and some are bad.
Some are wet and rainy and some are dry
Some are stormy, and some are just cold.. like your heart.

I turn a blind eye to a love that will never be told because it’s so hard.. Its so embarrassing how much I love you ... they would say how could you love someone like that!?

And yet , I still do.
A blind eye to being a fool.