I want to take a moment to apologize For trying to make you bear the weight of my personal trauma. At the time, It seemed easier to blame you than to admit the cold hard truth of the situation. This was something that would forever change me, Yet I tried to change you as well And that was not fair to you. The weight was mine to bear alone. I forgive you for not knowing how to deal with the situation or how to comfort me. Only time could do that. I apologize for demonizing you for not being able to handle it, The trauma was too great for anyone to ever comprehend. I apologize for saying awful, demeaning words because I was hurting emotionally, What I said I can never take back. But most of all, I forgive you for leaving I wish you nothing but the best this world has to offer. ~sdr
If I have ever held your hand, know that I still hold it in my heart If I have ever dried a tear from your cheek, I still feel it on my skin. If you’ve ever burned me- I still remember the warmth before the pain. Change the locks, I still hold the old keys to every place I once called home. I can never bring myself to understand why we make strangers from ex-lovers We mourn for the death of who we wanted those people to be, And lie to ourselves when asked if we broke our own hearts.
A month from now i will barely remember his name. i won't think about how he tastes or how his body moves above mine. A month from now i would have replaced him with a man whose face rivals his and whose tongue knows how I like my **** teased. A month from now his existence will mean nothing but a month before that his existence means something.