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ok okay Jan 2019
Nothing matters anymore
Who am I kidding
Nothing ever mattered
Feeling empty , maybe I should eat.
NoPoe Jan 2019
13
Dazed and confused
Hiding from the world
Hiding behind the canvas of your mind
Seeing vibrant colors in a world that's black and white
Seeing things no else could ever possibly imagine
Making our universe your own personal portrait
Pulling the moon through the window
Dividing and conquering most of our planets orbit
Paint brushes for fingers and oil paint running through your veins
Creating beauty in mass destruction
The boy with all the keys in the world with all the locks
True to yourself and full of life
16
Dazed and more confused
Still hiding
Not from the world but from oneself
The vibrants colors melted down into the cracks of earth
Leaving life dull and grey
Tore down your paintings and replaced them with posters of models
Not the models you want to see
But the models you’ve convinced yourself your suppose to like
Lies,lies and more lies
No longer true to oneself
Paint brush fingers got wilted and turned into something ordinary
Surround yourself with the oblivious
Drink and party to fulfill your emptiness
Copy of a copy of another copy
What happened to you?
Allowed the moon to turn on you and allowed your world to switch
I wrote this about my favorite character from my favorite book "I'll give you the Sun"
Lieke Jan 2019
i lay here on my bathroom floor
whirling
spinning


i can't move an inch
nothing
matters
anymore


i've done what i've done
and
loved
what
i've
loved


no regrets, no mistakes
it's
part
of
the
puzzle


now all there's left to do
is wait for
the
last
piece.
8 July, 2018
sushii Jan 2019
On a day such as this,
I return from my tiring work.
On a day such as this,
I return to this dull world.

I hear it once more--
The droning, and the grayness it explores.

I feel it coming--
The humming, and the slight drumming...

The thinning beats are composed of children's pitter-patter,
And sullen ***** dish clatter.
The tuneless melody speaks of pointless meanings,
And empty greetings.

I hear it once more--
The droning, and the grayness it explores.

I feel it coming--
The humming, and the slight drumming...

I hear it one more time--
Or so I think,
For the part of me that understands
Has already died.
Lara Kristin Jan 2019
A boy once told me:
„I'll always be there for you."
But tell me what happend to that always...
The boy once told me:
„I love you."
But boy, did you just deprive yourself of this love?
You promised:
„If you need to talk, I'll be there in ten minutes."
So please come on and speak with me now, 'cause I have a lot to discuss about.
He said:
„when you need to get ******, because you can't handle that **** at all, just call.."
because you exactly knew that feeling.
Boy you were the only one, who ever thought the same way like I did.
You rhymed:
„Let's create some new habits on this ruined planet."
And made me smile with that not exactly rude sentence, but your crude presence.
And oh boy that moment when you told me that I look pretty and I remarked;
„thanks but no, I don't think like this..."
And then you looked at me in a way, that was given me the feeling, that I'm the most wonderful thing in the whole **** universe.
Boy tell me, who are you looking at now?
Please let me know what happens to all of those phrases.
Was that all just about empty words?
And boy confess me how it was possible for you to get rid of me so easily.
I never wanted it to end like this.
I never wanted it to end.
It never was supposed to end.
End.
Isn't that hilarious?
End?
Lieke Jan 2019
E.
I'm trapped in a box
Just me and you
You've come back to haunt me
Break me in two


It was a sweet summer fling
That smelled of fresh water
But little did I know
My heart was a lamb to the slaughter


When you kissed me goodbye
And we shared one last glance
I was falling really fast
And realised I wouldn't stand a chance


If I could do it all over
I would've never let you go
I had you wrapped around my finger
Now all I see is your shadow


How did I end up here?
In this empty ice cold box
Holding nothing more
Than nostalgic dreams of the rocks


Blinded by desperation
Drowning in doubt
Struggling to be free
Looking for a way out.
11 August, 2018
Em Jan 2019
The weight of your lies slams down against the corners of your mouth
Lock yourself up and swallow your fears
Choke on your tears until your last breath
Nobody will be there for you’re last words
Find yourself in the world behind the mirror
Dive deeper than anyone you thought cared about you has gone
Until your floating away into the space where emotions were replaced with emptiness
And joy was forced out by an avalanche of thoughts
It feels unnatural
I know
But it’s better than breaking somebody the way you broke yourself.
leeaaun Jan 2019
He filled the
empty me
with his
" LOVE "
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