Five years and all I have left
Is her name and the feelings she gave.
It was a heinous crime, a theft.
Still, I want her on my grave.
On that day, the Sun shone,
As it always would.
This was before her throne.
A finer time, you might call it good.
Dubrovnik’s walls stood tall,
Yet her beauty couldn’t be contained.
The city would fall,
Her grace was untamed.
To the sky they flocked.
The birds of black.
Shining rays they blocked.
The sky would shatter, and crack.
Cobble streets and busy crowds.
Amongst them you were there,
The heavens were clear, no clouds.
Your gaze left me gasping for air.
One word lead to another,
Before you know it I was hooked.
She was something else, something other.
Something the Gods overlooked.
In my cage everything was perfect,
The real world, however, was not as joyful.
I left my world undefended, and got it wrecked.
Grief, misery, death and death!
After the collapse of my star,
The only thing which kept me sleeping at nights.
I dream of a distant place, somewhere far.
When I close my eyes I still see her shining lights.
My heart is now a furnace,
Dishing out black smoke, my love.
Its fuel is your name and its sternness,
It burns with the hate for the love I promised you, sweet dove.
This one is longer than usual, and it rhymes. It's something I don't usually do. I see rhyme as more of an obstruction than a tool in writing, still I decided to write this for whichever reason.
