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hollobee Jul 2014
I tried to make pasta salad for dinner
but my "healthy" pasta was spoiled.
The only little critters known to man that are able to microscopically sneak in to prepackaged wheat have won again.
So I settled.

I figured I'd make up for my starchy negativity by using "veganaise",
but,
of course,
it tumbled out of the fridge that day in my absence
And shattered.
....So I settled.

Cleaning the kitchen behind my
half-satisfying
yet
I- ate-too-much-of it anyway
meal shattered my glass across the tile,
Persistent tiny shards
just jutting from the grout
like my bruised confidence after trying to clean my soul
of the filth that holds me hostage.

As of today I've gone without car insurance for a month
I've been absent from school
because my attendance is hard-wired to my lack of a
functioning.....wallet.

I got caught in the rain this evening
wondering how long I've got before defeat
catches me by more than a single strand hair,
drowning me in a thunderstorm of
uncontrollable emotion,
pattering and piercing  my consciousness so hard
that when I finally got indoors,
I approached my filth with open arms of surrender--
soaked,
sitting,
And settled.
Hide your disappointment
Lock it all away
Wait until it burns you down
Or sets in, here to stay.

Never show your weakness,
Tuck it deep inside
Keep it out of sight and mind
Until your thoughts collide.

Cloak your heart's desire
Don't let wishes in
The drive that takes you onward
Will never let you win.

These lies fire the defeated
They goad the aimless on
And if you listen to them
You'll soon be good as gone.
Akemi Jul 2014
I’ve felt happiness sink
In this tremor flesh
Sometimes I don’t think it’ll ever rise back up again

Pale figures stretch
Themselves apart at the wrist
Living transient
Beautiful deaths

I know the shift and the slide of my aches
More intimately than love
Or lust

I think when lovers collide
Bloom, then die
They depart redefined
12:10 July 7th 2014

Happiness has always felt so ephemeral to me.
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Lani Foronda Jul 2014
love will be your downfall
it will bring you to your knees
within that fortress you call a heart

love will be your demise
the reason behind your untouched desires
that you'll never reach
because they were never yours in the first place

love will tear you to shreds
just to become pieces in the wind
so you'll be carried to foreign ground
and forced to rebuild

love will be your murderer
because self will crumble
as your heart bleeds out
and all you can do is watch

love will be your downfall
but
will also be the reason for the **victory
July05,2014
Love is self less. Love is putting others before you. It is the end of selfish desires because you want to do more- be more- for others.
ashw May 2013
My survival becomes uncertain
As my feet begin to drag,
I stumble ten steps forward
Then concede and raise my flag.
But just before defeat sets in
I hear your voice call out,
My eyes begin their frantic search,
Too unreasonable to doubt.
A seeming speck on the horizon,
I see you lift your hand,
And it suddenly seems so short a distance,
As I press forth across the land.
And though I find it odd
That you remain in place
I continue to rush forward,
Longing to see your face.
Drawing nearer to your wavering form,
My heart begins to fall,
I shake my head in disbelief,
You were a mirage, after all.
Su Jun 2014
The yellow light illuminated from the street
I left in utter defeat
I couldn't handle the elites
Im sorry for being so obsolete
i used obsolete as in meaning "no longer in use (no longer useful)"
Josiah Wilson Feb 2014
Here I stand
With the world in my hand
Yet somehow I feel so empty...

Covered in blood
This doesn't feel as it should
This victory feels so empty...

My armies flood the plains
Trampling bodies of the slain
And yet, I am alone

Above the crowd
I stand tall and so proud
But I am hollow inside,
Left with no fight
Just Melz Jun 2014
It's burning in your soul
I know
Pretenscious
And foolish
Reminiscing the pain
Which way
Should I go to turn around?
To see the past
Is to know the future
History repeats itself
And all of that
Making the same mistakes
Everyday
Learn from the past
Make a new future
Travel a new way
Go
Get your life underway
You have a history to make
Challenges to defeat
Life
Its worth discovering
Its truth and dispair
You're alive
Surviving
Find love everywhere
Akemi Jun 2014
I’m getting used to wearing sleeves again
Some hearts I draw were never meant to mend
It takes two to love, it takes two to hurt
It takes the whole world and more to gracefully lose
11:34pm, June 10th 2014

We all lose. Why prolong that pain with hate? Move on, we all make mistakes.
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