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Morgan D'Avella Mar 2018
This is the *******:

You spoke down on girls who slept with guys on the first date
“it’s good you didn’t do it on the first date, but it’s okay now”

But you weren’t ashamed to share that you had drunk nights that led to hookups
Because “those things happen”

“We don’t have to have *** for 5 years if that’s what it takes for you to feel comfortable”
“I’ve never begged for *** before”

“I’d be honored to be the one to take your virginity”
“This is for you”

“I really want to”
“You can see what it feels like”

“What you think you’re going to get pregnant?!”
Ow. Ow. Ow.
“I won’t go all the way in”

“Okay, no is an important word”
“Do you wanna try being on top?”

“I feel like I kinda forced that”
“We don’t have to do *** stuff every time we see each other”

“Do you really think I would do that to you?”

It’s all ******* and so were you.
I took the twisted things that he said to me and made this poem. I felt a sort of power after writing this piece.
Morgan D'Avella Mar 2018
I did not know what actions had taken place
I went home with a smile on my face
I laid in bed that night with a little voice in my head
Scared with the taunting question, “was I *****?”

I buried the voice with self-deprecating humor
It’s a running joke that he just used the tip.
I take part while people poke fun at how I “lost” my virginity
But through all the laughter,
I still hear her
And I felt empty.

We went out a week later.
On my birthday.
He wanted to have *** again, but I was on my period.
My saving grace.
He seemed offended and threw his hands off me
“That’s something the girl usually tells the guy”
After persuading me to blow him he said we didn’t always have to do *** stuff.
After this, she screamed
And I felt empty.
Morgan D'Avella Mar 2018
My mother kissed me goodbye
before I went off with my prince for the night
She shared some departing wisdom
Don’t rush, don’t do anything you’re not ready for
“I know Mom, I know...”
I know he likes you a lot, but you haven’t known him long
“Mom we’re not going to have ***. I’m not ready.”
I know. You’re a strong girl and you’ve got a good head on your shoulders. Just be careful. I love you!”
And she sent me off with a kiss
Morgan D'Avella Mar 2018
Empty house
Mangled hearts
Falling together
Or falling apart
Write our names in a broken home
Half burnt down
Ashes fallen to the ground
Our place for the night
Feels like our life
Solid frame
Supporting what little remains
Charred walls, none the same
Colored with words and scattered names
Together we stand
In a house with no boundaries
A house no person can claim
Each has their own story
Falling together
Or falling apart
Mangled hearts
This house is falling apart
Natasha L Nov 2017
Two years
Two thousand tears shed
All because you took my unconscious body to bed
What was going through your head
When you peeled my skin-tight dress off of me

What did you see
Did you see me
Or was I just something to get you off
Was it the dead weight of my body that turned you on
Or the fact that I had just turned 21?

— The End —