I can’t even think to for the words for you, so many so little time..
I’m sorry: for being even a blip in your existence
For taking you away from your course
That I’m leaving a stain in your memory
For wasting as much time as I already have
You’re sleeping next to me tonight
That I won’t be your sacrifice
I won’t be able to give you our demon spawn
That I allowed myself to love you
I say you’re the most beautiful I’ve ever seen
I’m so ******* stupid
For absolutely loving our ***
Because I accepted you with ease
That we have a divine connection
I couldn’t help you help yourself
The others before me hurt you so bad
For not being able to give you the world
My emotions get out of hand
That sometimes I just don’t understand
I have shown you a different light
This will be our last fight
It’s our last night
But I have to stop there because you would tell me I’m making it about me or not trying to understand you
But tonight I will be selfish and I will say my side even if no one sees this
I’m so happy I got to fall in love with you even if you, as you say, don’t love me
You are the best I will ever have in bed; you hold me all through the night; our *** is unreal, the way you can make my body feel
You listened when no one would and wouldn’t when everyone could lend an ear
I haven’t had any serious nightmares since being with you but I’ll lay it out right I have nightmares every night
You make me feel unstoppable, I never would have felt that without you
The amazing things we seen and the earth shattering things you allowed me to dream
The way you made me scream acting out my fantasies
Purple spotted skin from the **** you were not into; including ******* on me
Feeding into my multiple personalities, allowing them to learn how to love and it’s ok for little Maddie to be
Letting Maddie roam free, mushroom hunting and ******* me
Telling me you actually enjoy my poetry; making me feel motivated and free
I love your soul and every personality including Zero... even if he wants to **** me
Nights and days in the cemetery; that night you grabbed my back, the nap that could’ve lasted an eternity
Eternity...you make me believe
Most of all showing me that this reality is just another dream; coming to know me you know how I exit my dreams
So I’m sorry to say this will be our last memory because tonight I will finally give into my urges to bleed
I don’t intend to die but sometimes I can get a little extreme and hopefully tomorrow I might wake to a dream within a dream
I wouldn’t get my hopes up though because it will probably just be a cold reality
My God, My Fallen Angel, My Eternity. I love you more then I could ever imagine loving another. I truly hope your my twin flame, to meet again in another life, waiting for eternity to be your wife.