Every breath, I breathed
Struggles to sail in the cool sunrise morn
silent cries
Fails to reach those anxious thoughts
Memories are hidden
Stored  away  
Beneath a broken heart
I lie here bewildered
I feel nothing
The things that used to be.
Are no more.
I crave yesterday
Like a lost vision
uncertainty
Everyday
Life
enjoyable
I long for the life I once knew .
Until then I sit
and wait
I wait .

Lock down
What describes  it .
Pros & cons
Getting into lazy mode.
Not dressing
Lie in more .
Eat more unhealthy junk.
No structured  day
with little or no routine.
Feeling  helpless
Hopeless
No direction
No goals .
Unless.

You can turn the whole thing around.
Into a positive mode.
Thinking about the things I can do.
Decorate
Garden
House clear out.
Home cooking
Home baking
Art & crafts
Mister motivator
Exercise.