I can't write poetry
All the tension for my exam
Is ensconced in my brain
I can't think much
I have a mind to tame
Or else I'll forget
What I learnt
And if I write poetry
All the equations
Settled in my mind
Would get burnt.

I can't write poetry
Because I am too tired to think,
About a beautiful topic,
And decorate it with my ink
On a white sheet of paper,
Devoid of emotions,
Demanding for it to be filled
With words full of actions.

I can't write poetry
Because I think
I am not good enough
But when I begin to write
I can't stop writing about random stuff
And make connections
With the previous line
To make a poem
That at least I would love
To read after a long time
And dive in the ocean of my old thoughts.

I can't write poetry
Because I don't know enough words
To describe what I am thinking
I know the simple language
But I can't stop my mind from sinking
Deep into my mind's dictionary
Of limited words.

I can't write poetry
Because I think
I am not thinking right now
I am just writing random words
To make them, somehow,
Rhyme with eachother.

I am writing this
Because I can't stop writing poetry
Not matter how bad it is,
Like a bird I feel free
When I express my emotions
With poetry.

Can't hold
         back the
tears for
            much longer
It's been
            several   years
But still
           My heart's
Telling you
                to stay
But my
           head is
Warning me
                    that you've
already led,
                 pushed me
Away.