My beloved I can't survive with you I will die
My pulse beats,tinkling of heart shows presence
My eyes are fixed on your image fixed as high
I am totally intoxicated with your sweet fragrance

Please never ever even think to leave me alone
Without you I will be nothing but just dead man
Let me kiss you to be on your frequency and tone
I am your really appraiser and your sweetest tone

Come and embrace me to give me life to celebrate
Real love in its entirety to see beauty in real bloom
To be with me to give strength to tackle accelerate
Only you can make alive only you make me groom

Col Muhammad Khalid Khan
Copyright 2016 Golden Glow

As my eyes drift to sleep I remember

the hollows and the soft curves of your skin

fire in your eyes a burning ember

a glow that reflects radiance within



As my eyes drift to sleep I do recall

your soft words whispered in the dead of night

that saved me when perchance I looked to fall

and turned my eyes instead into your light



As my eyes drift to sleep I see your face

and yet I know you are not really there

instead untouchable another place

far in the realm of nothing and nowhere



Through this my heart and mind still yearns for you

a million words my love that I withdrew

"You think you can,
But you just can't, Nemo!"

You're right.
I can't. I can't do anything.
So goodbye, Dad.
I'm leaving. Forever.
I'll see you
Wherever fish go
When they die.

Love,
What on earth do you want with me?
I have tried everything I can think of,
I said everything I can say,
I got lost a lot,
and somewhere along the way,
I still hoped I'd find you
but you're still too elusive for me.

Cherie Nolan © 2016

Anxiety beckons upon my doubtful mind.
Prolonging these connections, strains the efforts made.
Thoughts flood over internally.
Questions continue to build corrupting my mind.
Sweeping away doubts is my ignorance of what i sense.
Another game i believe.
But yet i still hold on.
Though what do i hold on too?
Trapped inside, fighting my demons, I want to give up.
Its taking its toll on me.