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I'm not going to preach about the afterlife,
or better places that are beyond the light.

But neither am I to say that there's nothing at all,
For what's on the other side, well, no one knows for sure.

Because like death, life can be just as confused,
Just a few examples to keep one bemused.

For there are those who live a life on deaths door,
Yet they some how make it beyond ninety-four.

And there are those that lead a lifestyle of decay,
Yet somehow make their 81st birthday.

Then there are those, those like you,
those that have had to suffer and endure,
A death that is seen, as somewhat premature.

It doesn't seem right, fair, or just!
It can sometimes make us doubt Gods trust.

Then there are those that simply have no future at all,
born into disease, famine and war.

It can sometimes make us consider with despair,
is there really a God out there?

But let's all just take a breath and  take a seat,
before our hearts fall apart and we start tearing at the seams.

For I know if  you were here with us now,
that you would know only too well,
yes life can be cruel, bitter and unfair,
but that we mustn’t dwell.

For the best way to say our goodbye,
is to hold our heads up high,
and remember you for the sheer courage and grace,
that you have shown, until your resting place.
For Christine Carter, always in my heart.
Helen Anna Nov 2018
“Dear Friend,

I’ve heard your news from someone else, I’m so sorry to hear you’re poorly”

(Your cancer makes me uncomfortable and scared it could happen to me. #scary!)

“Wishing you a speedy recovery.”

(This is me letting you know that I won’t be around for you, but I don’t want you to think I’m a ****.)

“Thinking of you.”

(I’m not thinking of you - I never do so that’s not about to change, but I think you’d like to think that I care more about you than I really do.)

“Lots of love”

(Words are cheap - this is costing me literally nothing!)

“***”

(Please don’t message me back. I really don’t give a sh*t but He is always watching, so.)

Yeah. See you in hell.
gray Nov 2018
i really miss those days when
i would lay in your arms and listen to your heartbeat
and breathe in your cologne.

i really miss those times when
we would sing along to the radio at the top of our lungs
on the way to the beach for a picnic.

i really miss those hours when
we would stay up to 3am to see the stars
and take stupid pictures together.

i really miss those months when
i spent every minute i could with you because
i knew time was running out for you.

and time ran out.
i miss you, idiot.
ghost queen Oct 2018
Fear terror
Tears sobs  
Despair surrender

Screeching to life
Circling  around
Killing its prey
Lying defenseless

Spitting fire
Jaw of tungsten
Gnashing teeth
Shaping death
LINAC LINAC
Sear my flesh

Life is a sacrifice
Pay the price
Tribute is due
Die later

Plea to the priest
Spare me, please
No redemption
Appeasement only  

Vitality taken
Virility destroyed
Broken man
Lost boy

Sins Unforgiven
Absolution denied
Life sentence
95 percent certain
Jana Clay Oct 2018
She danced in the moonlight dazzle by the sun, she wanted her dreams to come true no matter what she was going through...
The Fire within kept her dancing even when she was burned, broken and weak the chemo only made her sleep... only to be told she can’t dance anymore they will have to take her ***** she felt naked on the dance floor... lost and alone in her zone her Fire Pink was completely gone!
As the sunset and the skies turned orange, red and Pink she asked God “ Please Take This Cancer Away From Me”!!!! Weaping with sorrow all she could think about was hair that was falling out everywhere..
Her last tear touched the ground as an Angel appears with Fire Pink in his hand , he reached through her solar plexus to light the Spark that was Dimmed. Fire Pink dances free now she touches those who are sleep.

By, Jana Maxwell Clay dedicated to my Auntie Danielle Denise Duckett
Suzy Young Oct 2018
It started out joking
Hypochondria, fear, the usual comedy
Your expression attracted my eye
Despair, longing, pain
So purely pressed into me
Radiating from those dark sunken eyes
That hard line of mouth

"I'm sorry, it's sensitive"
Little cousin I called her
Just 20 this year
That's as old as she'll get
Stage 4, there isn't much hope

Mom said she's done
She'll take her own life
I'm calling her everyday
Hoping she'll feel better
Stay my mom for a few more years

The tears started flowing a dismal parade
I don't have friends here
All I have is you three
With our few hours of playtime
Per month of agony

I needed this
I needed you
I needed someone
To keep me from breaking
To keep me trying

We are all gonna be dying some day
It's good to know we'll have someone
Willing to be there and listen
When we are giving up, sunken
Someone to hold us
When we just have to cry
To my friend Jaimie. I'm sorry.
A Simillacrum Oct 2018
I raise the bone up to my two juicy lips
and I purse.
Here comes the carcinogen, the miasmic smoke,
the old ghost.

But, my
love,
it's not like it
was.

My love,
it's
not like it was.

I pick into the basalt black, like a boss.
I exhale,
mining verses from my vernacular
like
poisonous
metal.

But, my
love,
it's not like it
was.

It's nothing like it was,
and I'm perfectly fine.



In a manner of speaking.
John F McCullagh Oct 2018
He did not want to join the club.
He never did apply.
When he learned about his membership,
his impulse was to cry.

With his membership came tests and fees.
The doctors bled him dry.
There were biopsies  and M.R.I's
Why me, he wondered, Why?

It seems his White blood cell count was up
while his platelet count was down.
He asked if there was any hope
but the White Coats merely frowned.

This club need not advertise
for fear that membership will drop.
New members join up every day
though all would rather not.
My best friend from college is battling Lymphoma and hoping for remission
Emerson Nosreme Oct 2018
let me talk about pink
she's seductive and sweet like sugar cookies
wild and free than the flowers growing over the meadow
loving and proud like the cherry blossom trees that stand tall
beautiful but deadly like the rose and her thorns
she's energetic, she's loud
she's silent, she's artistic
but know she will always be strong
stronger than the illness she's connected to
stronger than the world
stronger than every hateful or heart breaking word that hits her
sometimes she might fall
sometimes she will tumble
sometimes she will collapse and cry for a while
but she will rise again
like the sun always does in the morning
and the moon in the evening
she will become strong again
and will never give up
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