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Past
I used to tell myself
That I would do anything for you
I would die for you.
I would **** for you.
I would have done anything if it meant
Being with you.

Present
I've realized...
Why should I do ANY of this for you,
If you wouldn't do the same.
It's a waste of my time...
And yours.

Future*
Hell....
Who knows...?

And you wanna know
What the really ****** up
Part about all this is?
I still would.
I still would die for you.
I still would **** for you.
I still would do anything.
Even if you wouldn't do the same.
Because that's what it means
To love someone.
To love someone is unconditional.
And when I said it.
It wasn't an exaggeration.
It was for no one else but you.
Ever.
I love you, dear.
Always will.
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Xyns Feb 2015
It felt like D-Day
My world came crashing down
In explosions and
Broken devotions

I broke my own heart
When I broke yours
I felt the pop
The sting
The crack
And finally the suffering

You probably hate me
Because I seem happy
But constantly I'm crying
If only within me

All you ever gave me
Was love and care
But you couldn't soothe
The burning
The nightmares
Though you came close

Why did I give up?
I didn't.
Not really.
But you'll never see.

Because when
The Sun set last night
It set on us
And while the colors were bright
They were dull
They were old

It's nothing new
My ridiculous apologies
My own self loathing
It's actually quite old

I suppose that's why
I got kicked out last night
Well..I'm in tears now
But that I won't show
Because pain is weakness
Reminding me I'm alone

So good night
Farewell
Sweet dreams
And goodbye to all the notes
And emotions we'll never share

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