“I won't drink the tap water, its poison here”
and when she declared that,
I couldn't decipher if she meant here
as in Northside, or here as in America.
We ate sushi at 2am in the city
I was trying not to show my drunkenness
but I was stumbling into an accent
my grandparents carried with them
tucked in the backs of their mouths,
now peering out of mine.
testing the hydrogen
in the beer
in the back of my throat.
I need sleep,
I'm hungover
This poem can wait.
My mind seems to move itself,
spinning somewhat
while I remain stationed
to soft and tattered cushions
At times, not sure who's moving
Mind or body
like parking next to someone
who's leaving the lot
for a moment
you're caught in the standstill
Where nothing really stands,
Still.
I need sleep
My head feels fuzzy
This poems not great.
Its much later now,
the world seems
more capacious somehow
When my eyes are fully open.
The last of my confounding
half light musings
dissipate like tendrils,
mist in the rising sun
and I, I am left behind
in the residue,
The hardened truth
that cannot move.
“This water is poison”
Her words echo through my day
and I wonder if this poison
will ever evaporate from our veins.
C.e.M. 12.15.2016
first draft
