free course change your life look prettier make everyone like you Start saying YES YES I AGREE it's really that simple just follow this ONE STEP let me hear you say it YES I AGREE be careful bossy don't tell them what you really think yes thats right you agree with me end of course
No one ever gave me an inch so to take my mile I had to carve it out myself out of blood and dust and saline No one would have said I was nice about it I never felt I could be lest I found myself picked up and tossed like so much trash So I was called bossy Controlling Fussy, and mean.
I want what you have I want your dreams; the ones that scare you shitless I want your secrets; the ones you can’t share with anyone I want the thoughts that keep you awake at night; the ones that excite you I want the ideas you want to share; the ones you know you never will share
I need what you have I need your arms around my waist; the arms that will never be there I need your lips pressed against mine; the lips that mine will never touch I need your ***** smile smiling at me; the smile that will never look in my direction I need your stupid ugly khaki jacket around my shoulders; the jacket that will never be near me
I wish that I have what you have I wish I had your idiotic confidence; the confidence that I will never get back I wish I had your insanely smart brain; the brain that has put up barriers against me I wish I had your annoyingly inappropriate jokes; the jokes that you stopped telling me I wish I had your ability to captivate the world; the captivation you no longer use on me
I yearn for what we could have been I yearn to have an unconditional love; one that will never break I yearn to have uncontrollable kisses; ones that we are unable to stop I yearn to have cheesy promposals; ones that make everyone jealous of us I yearn for extravagant valentine's day gifts; ones that make me want to scream and cry
You don't want what I have My dreams; the ones that will never happen My secrets; the ones that will tear people apart My thoughts that keep me up at night; the ones that can even terrify me My ideas that I want to share; the ones that would wreak havoc on everyone
You don’t need what I have My thick messy hair; the hair that constantly falls in my face My ***** brown converse; the ones with the laces falling apart My empty grey eyes; the eyes that stare straight at you watching you ignore me My annoying voice; the voice that says ****** comments to protect herself from your friends
You don’t wish to have what I have My brutal honesty; the honesty that burns bridges My crazy distrust; the distrust that worries my mother My unbelievable pessimism; the pessimism that causes people to leave My need to control everyone; the need to control that consumes all of my thoughts
You don’t yearn for what we could have been You don’t yearn for unconditional love; not with me You don’t yearn for uncontrollable kisses; but with her You don’t yearn to give cheesy promposals; you would do anything to be with her You don’t yearn to give extravagant valentine's day gifts; you would give anything to be with her
No matter how much I want...need...wish...yearn for you You will always be wanting, needing, wishing, and yearning for her more She is the pulsing red dot you are moving towards I am barely more than a blip on your radar.
"Smile, quit 'pretending' you're depressed." "Don't speak unless spoken to." "Be polite." "Paint your lips and cover your eyes, this way you will be liked." "Stop being a rebel, nobody wants that." "Be grateful for the clothes on your back." "You owe me EVERYTHING, I could have left you alone." "Stop removing yourself from the family." "Laugh." "Don't interrupt!" "Try hard." "Stay out of trouble." "Don't hang out with THEM." "Go to church." "Dress right." "Don't put on dark makeup." "Try harder!" "Eat right." "Be thin." "Don't raise your voice." "Do what i say, no questions asked." "Don't back talk!" "Give nothing but your best!" "Surely you can do better then THAT!" "Care." "Stop being so... distant." "Your a freak, but if you don't hide it, you'll NEVER be loved." "Be home on time." "Do your work." "Get a job." "Drive." "Graduate." "Don't get caught." "Don't you sass ME!" "Blend in." "keep your head down, and just MAYBE you'll be lucky and not end up alone." "Don't give your heart away." "Trust few." "Friends come and go, so leave before they do." "DON'T QUESTION MY AUTHORITY!!" "Keep your thoughts to yourselves." "Your opinion doesn't matter, what would give you that crazy idea?" "Hold it all in." "Wear this mask created by society." "Act like a lady." "Your getting awfully chubby, go for a run til you drop." "Stop eating so much, your revolting!" "Sit up straight." "Hold your head high." "Take care of your siblings." "Stop reading and put that **** book down!!!" "Take your headphones out." "Stop crying, or I'll give you something to cry about." "Your fine!" "Don't lie." "Don't **** into my conversation." "Stop coming to your siblings aid." "you are so annoying!" "Don't bark orders." "Quit being so lazy." "Be thinner." "More makeup, you're hideous." "Don't draw, art is a waste of time." "Don't write all of these awful poems." "MANNERS!" "Don't let them see you cry." "Come to me with your problems!" "Don't keep your siblings secrets, STOP PROTECTING THEM!"
"Even if they give me no choice?"
"Are you REALLY going to be the kind of girl who lets them decide for you??"