HAPPY LATE 36TH BIRTHDAY CC! :)

We call the outcasts, to stitch these wounds together in our beautiful remains.
Children surrender knives and pens,
they give up their perfect weapon.
The mortitians daughter, carolyn, brings up all your hate.
Fire rages in irony as it is heaven's calling.
No matter how tough times may be, never give in, never back down.
This is our sweet blasphemy.

The voices drag me from the shadows,
Dragging me to the light, to the sun.
They don't realize, my shadows will always appear in the sunlight.
I have no escape, from the little part of me.

I don't want to escape,
I want to stay.
The darkened side, will always stay.

*You belong to the shadows, and the shadows are where you will remain safe. Do not disobey

How i die is not the question you should ask'
It is why i choose to end my life '
Broken barred six feat under '
You finally here my cry
it a wonder you never wonder why '
Im dead and now you care
But when im not hear '
Thats when you choose to hear me '
How could you look into my mothers eyes
Saying you never meant for me to die
Im the only one who knows thats a lie'

Your lucky the dead keep their secrets
I wrote those notes not for a single soul
I wish you could have read them

You would finally find out why i called out in words you could never understand
broken suicide has left me the ******
A corps made up of a broken soul

how could you look into my dead eyes and say you did not know why
your the reason you tuck away my worth
And when its your time you'll finally know how bad it hurts.

And in time i will get my wish i will watch as i let you burn.