What is your opinion if Your knowledge meant nothing? What if your life's work was Not what you were calling? In my mind I search Heaven, Hell The Universe and the Earthly planes My mind, my soul Reasons for life Philosophy and psychology Where is all this leading me to? Do I hold value for myself? Or in the talks I have with myself? Or am I just reasoning Motivating Something, anything Healing? I am almost 30 Not a college graduate I take the train I am not established in my career I can go on a shopping spree though That won't ease the pain though It won't fill the void of black Maybe I have been wrong all the time All of those books All of that time spent Reading, writing, thinking Imagining, feeling Is in vain I go to a thousand places In my brains Sometimes it is nowhere No one knows If zero is nothing Doesn't that make it something?