Sometimes deciding
  who you are is
deciding who you'll
  never be again....

Don't wait

Don't wait

It must be heard

She truly loved

And you did

You must not stand

You must not give up

As she said  a word

She did not love you

Get up, get up

Work hard ,be the best

Pray to your God

Who has the hearts

Obey his orders

You will get her heart again

If you want her

You must be her hero

You must ride the difficult

To be her only dream

who carries her on white horse

flying wide ,wide at thiet heaven

You must dive into deep

To get the pearl she evaluates



Who is in the fact the pearl?

Who beat the other by brilliant?

Who can call you are intelligent?

The pearl is her

The pearl is here

at he spirit

When she put it on,

Who is the smart?

When she took it off,

The pearl get no charm

here I sit again
I remember my humble spring
remember those modest lights and
that humble red guitar
and friend and light and new mountains

I see again and
I remember my dreams and I like water
here I sit here and I sit like
I then said that it would come
this moment and hour will come

and even then by the light of those lanterns
and in the light of that coming sun and summer
with all these drawings graffiti and guitar
I was not so happy then not at all but now
I remember the words and everything will
pass and what will pass
it will be nice and beautiful

02.11.18

Relapse.
Is that what this is?
I’m drowning instead of breathing again.

Relapse.
Is that what this is?
Because I’m feeling more awake than alive.

Relapse.
Is that what this is?
Because I no longer have feeling inside.

I can’t get myself out of my head
Dancing in circles, I can’t catch what I said
Over and over and over again
I catch myself believing that this is the end

You just had to
go ahead and
make me remember
why I wanted to
stop talking to you
in the first place.

go to bed and wake up again
and see again the new day
go to bed and open your eyes again
and see again the new sunset
every day and every day see
death and destruction of the whole universe
every day and every night see
wreck and destruction of all ships
so we are all capable of people and stars
so are we all capable and this is our turn
every day and every day see
how do our loved people die
every day and every night see
how we ourselves perish in fire

go to bed and wake up again
again and again see this new day
to sing again to scream again
to feel again to know again
this whole treasure this whole contribution is huge
stars in order to learn in order to know the same thing
eternal cycle in order to find out what is possible by air
breathe in order to find out that we are people in order
find out that our skies are over our heads
in order to mean that life and death in the world
in the world forever exists and sings

27.10.18

and this rain and this sun
and this day says again
says your melody
your long lost name
both this hour and this minute
again my tears are flowing
and repeats again and again
an hour and everything is born again
and dies and everything disappears again
all over and over again
first birthdays and last
days are the days of my life and yours and
your happiness and your sadness
everything again and again everything goes lives
both this night and this rainstorm
i hear your name again and again

26.10.18