Your touch is invisible
I see it clearly
I feel it deeply

You light up my life
With a whisper in my dark mind.
I experience glory

You are not a man
But a friend to many.
It’s undeserving

You love me
Excessively.
Am I worth it?

Today I am not me
I sat with a scoundrel
We shot at the birds effortlessly
We shot at the guys accurately
We laughed codedly
like a snail in its shell

Today I am not me
I walked with a rebel
We stole money deliberately
We fought politics criminally
We rejoiced openly
Like a dragon unleashing hell

Today I am not me
I dined with Giselle
she taught me inappropriately
We sought for men judiciously
We did this secretly
Like a rat stealing a morsel

Today I am not me
I fell for Joel
We kissed intentionally
We loved unconditionally
We unveiled our reality
Like a man revealing his jewel

Today I am not me
Tomorrow I will be me

I know the pain that you feel
You may not be able to overcome,

And;

Perhaps,
You can't mend those parts of yourself,

Perhaps,
They are meant to serve as a reminder,

But always know that
I will always be there,
To help you feel again,
To help you become vulnerable.

Even in the silence,
When there is so much to be said.

Close your eyes,

Listen closely,

To the humming

of my heart;

When you hold me