Haven't been feeling anything lately, my girlfriend has been worried about my safety. I haven’t care, I’m sorry about that. I have been happy for a while and now it all falling apart. I thought I would be happy but nothing could get me to smile. I’m just venting here because I don’t have anyone and my girlfriend think I’m sleeping. I don’t know how to come to her and tell her how much I think of dying.
Tmr I’m about to smoke three blunts for the first time. So basically this will help me with my thoughts
my favorite poems are the ones I don't want you to read, about more than blind love, they're about the suffering. a contradiction, they're the ones I want you to read, because they're filled with the words I don't even have the courage to breath. another thing, I want you to read this one too, but I know I wont show it for then you'd know the truth.
I guess I'm lucky that you don't have an interest in my poetry.. yeah, so lucky..
Edit: people keep liking this poem and it literally ***** to me lol this is not one of my favorite poems, as the title may suggest. This is just a bit of humor I found