Happy Birthday Dear Friend,

What a year it truely has been,
Time moves differently when you are no where to be seen.

Things no longer feel the way it used to feel,
I guess the 365 days have allowed me to heal.

I see your movements, your growth, your persistance,
Just know that I am proud of you, and because of that there must be some distance.

I feel no animosity, no anger, no pain,
As you enter into another year, I hope for many more gains.

It feels like you have gone,
It feels like you have withdrawn.

It feels like you have healed,
It feels like I have healed,

I pray for long life and prosperity,
I pray for peace, joy and love,
I pray for growth and happiness.

I pray for you at the dusk of dawn,
Always and Forever Dear Friend

2017 -
The year that broke some more illusions
The year that invited some more people
But also drove away some people.

A year of juxtaposition and contradiction
A year of memories and lessons
like any other year; just different.

2018 -
The clock strikes 12 and you enter
as the person who changed over the 365 days
and embrace the ride of highs to memories
and lows to lessons in the coming 365 days.
But you know it is just a change in number
even though it feels like an end to something
heart breaking and soul shaking
and the beginning of something different and beautiful.

Road trips in january
Running my hands through your hair on february 14th
Holding your hand in march
Surprising you on your birthday in april
Pancakes in bed all may
Reading in the grass on a hot day in june
Making the bed in july
Unmaking the bed in august
Sleeping in september
Haunted houses and horror movies all october
Crying all november
Coffee shops in december
Loving you always