I'm sitting here mystified, numbed with pain
To lose someone so close, yet so far away.
Some say you can't lose something you never had.
If that is true, then how can I feel this sad?
I felt more close to you
More than i have to anyone else around me
Because I felt you so deep within me.
So small, and innocent no eyes to see
Yet so full of golden life was felt already.
Disbelief and uncertainty consume my brain
As the tears fall like rain.
my Heart pounding hard, feeling like thunder.
The sorrows and guild down under just can't be explained
"Does he know how much I love him?"
"Dose he know how sorry i am to never hold him?"
I already miss him, I'd do anything to kiss him,
To hold him and embrace the presence of him
to one day touch his skin in the solft clouds above
I can only hope for one of these days
ill be with him again and hold my angle