People don't realize the damage they've caused until they open their eyes and see the ashes of what once was and the fires burning what will never be again

I won't give you the pleasure.
I worked to hard to rebuild myself into an individual.
I can't say i love you, because then ill believe every kiss we embrace every hug we try to chase. I will put more love and Ecstasy and trust into it than you will.
No, I won't say it.
I love you.
I hate you.
I'll **** you.