I sit here in a dark room
only lit by the small gap
under the door, and think
how different my life would be
if I had the courage
to go after what I wanted.

remember that one night?
that one night in late October?
that one night after the rain storm?
that one night after our football team won their last game?
remember that one night?
that one night when you led me to your car?
that one night you took advantage of me?
that one night I thought I could trust you?
remember that one night?
that one night that changed everything?
that one night that has haunted me for 3 years?
that one night that had caused my entire world to fall apart?
remember that one night?
because I sure as hell do.