My pulse is racing My head is turning My voice is cracking, My everything is failing me My everything is breaking me My everything is ignoring me
The words are going mute I can't find the remote to switch them back on Same goes for those voices in my head That repeat the things I don't want to hear But I can't help but listen to every word or mumble. And now My heart is caving in Every little tick Every little beat Sings sweet melancholy The music is playing to loud I wish for this static sound to go away I wish for my everything to go away. I just wish for utter silence.
Idk maaan [why can't I write happy things] anyone have any tips to write happy things? // btw I'm not sad or ..ehh I'm decent atm ^-^
My feelings still linger Towards you. Still attached To this idea of a what if- That will never come true. I know I confessed a thousand times And I know that These scars on my heart will stay the same. I also know that How you view me will stay the same.
Remind me to put up more walls around my heart - so they won't fall apart so easily. Maybe I could use something stronger this time around Or maybe You could grant me this wish, please. "Say that you will never take one glance upon the cracks - because you won't truly understand what you see." But can you instead say that you will guard and protect those so call walls. You know - In case, I try to break down them myself. You can help me rebuild them.
But I am sorry, If this burdens you. I can't help it.
But I hope in time You will find to understand That I'm only hiding Because I don't want others
To see what I see, Feel what I feel, Or Know what I know.
Because if they did. They would feel were obligated to help.
But in the end They would learn that It's more of a burden to help.
"Say something cute for me. Say that you love my terrible singing. Maybe talk about the little shine that you see in my mud bleek eyes. Or talk about why you even like those dark brown eyes. Don't give me default voice and say things on command.
Just give me you and your thoughts And I'll do the same in return." 《s.ven》
“I can't breathe. I'm suffocating. I feel sad, maybe. But I don't care, yeah I don't care. I'm still moving with the flow, I'll just have to get myself in check, with reality. I need to find another way to feel sane. Yeah, I need to find another way to feel something else but bleak.
I can't breathe. I'm drowning with these sick thoughts. Maybe I'm insane, I can't help it. Oh, why do I have to feel this way. Can't I just feel stable for once, sane for once, or anything but sad for once.
Can't I Just feel Something else For once.”
¡-; //ooof, another sad poem - buttt guyss honestly I think my mind is playing me, why must it always make me write depressing ****- - anyways hope you guys, like it? ~♡
i want to love someone and be loved in return. i want to care about someone again. i want this emptiness to go away and to be filled with something else other than my self-love. sometimes, you just need someone else to worry or care for you.
i just want someone to love.
And to be loved in return. //THANKSS!! Nap dreeeeam!! for reminding me that I'm a lonely individual!