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Nov 2016 · 342
Let me go..
Surbhi choudhary Nov 2016
I choose to do things because I want to..
I want to travel..
I want to work...
I want to fall in love...

Though things are not working the way it should..
But I can make it worth offering as I will ..n trust me i would...

Though your angle of perspective is right..
Though you took your mindset bright..

But to me it sounds no great..
Ill fight through it ill find my fate...

Stop asking me to do certain things coz all the people out are doing so...

Trust me dad believe me  mom ,and for heavens plead from my side ...
Let me go...
Oct 2016 · 273
Its beyond..
Surbhi choudhary Oct 2016
No I dont love him
But it hurts when he is nowhere to be found..
No I dont love him..
But if feels heaven talking to him midnight..

Though he is the only one comes to mind ,
When I crave presence of someone special...
Though every step towards life to me leads a way on his footsteps..
Though it doesnt hurts when he holds me tight...
Though I dont fear when he is close enough to kiss...
Its true that.... I dont love him..

But..
Those words of affection....
Those intense eyes he has....
That rythm of his heartbeat....
The tears that rolls when he see me in pain.....
Drives me away to a world of blessings..

No I dont just love him..
Its beyond...
Oct 2016 · 328
Untitled
Surbhi choudhary Oct 2016
For every one in their mid 20s
..

I am just lost a lil in life...
It will be okay...
It will ....
I gotta have some faith...

But when exactly it will be okay??
Just for five minutes everyday?
I should better make most of it.....
Surbhi choudhary Sep 2016
Why is it so difficult?
This inner conflict. ..
A sudden need of being felt wanted...
A righteious feel of being ignored...

This wagging war to avoid bad vibes...
Why?  So much trauma...
Why? So much exertion..
Why? This inner afflection...

Still a hope of magic wand..
Yet a scope of almighty hand...
A developing faith of day over night...

Whatever it may be ..
Wherever it may lead..
I promise I wont loose..
A firm belief will take me in arms..
And I will go through a right choice..
And will have a day of fine rejoice...
Sep 2016 · 232
Untitled
Surbhi choudhary Sep 2016
She       fell
She       crashed
She       broke
She       cried
She       crawled
She       hurt
She       surrendered

And then...
           She rose again....

            - Anonymous
May 2016 · 349
A granted wish..
Surbhi choudhary May 2016
The day I saw you while I was praying for my dream mate..
I saw someone with no blended makeup..
But a blend of pure heart n soul..
I can still feel the breeze of the same evening..
You had that fragrance put on..
With happiness you share by every smile of yours..
I believed my pain need no medication to get cure..
And then this wish came true months after...
I was the one waiting for u to come in white at altar...
May 2016 · 196
Heights..
Surbhi choudhary May 2016
She was afraid of heights..

Still decided to live on mountains...

So she could overcome her fear...

And could count herself as her most dear...
Apr 2016 · 432
She finally changed..
Surbhi choudhary Apr 2016
She was not morning girl..
She started off with morning walk...
Laughing on insecurities..
Swallowing all negativities..
Swapping her priorities..
She finally changed.....

Talking herself late nights...
Following her intuitions...
Fed up of being judged...
Opting for being loved...
She finally changed...

When nothing was approprite..
When her surroundings were not thy great...
She decided to no further bound..
Getting free from all mundane....
She finally changed...
Mar 2016 · 326
A proud creation
Surbhi choudhary Mar 2016
She is the pride of creator..
So mind ur words before u utter..
The moment she steps in heels..
She forgets about the pain, wat matters at that time is the beauty it reveals...
One can never judge the power she holds, with the correct shade of gloss..
She is arrogant, She is shy..
She is mad and mature at the same time..
But she is proud.
I am proud to be a Women ....
Mar 2016 · 267
Guess what.....
Surbhi choudhary Mar 2016
Like the colours of butterfly wings stick to flowers blooming...
Same way your presence had sticked around me ever since u left....
But guess what??
It improves the beauty of my petals...
It enhances the feel of my fragrance..
Whenever the breeze go through....
I feel like its u....
Not the one who simply left...
But the one who gave me the value of being priceless...
Feb 2016 · 213
U
Surbhi choudhary Feb 2016
U
You are a hand in need...
You are the breath I breathe...
Your are the bird soul of sky...
Who taught me how to fly...
When I was all alone..
You came like precious stone...
Though we might never meet..
Though we might never have it...
The bond we share....
The way you care...
I always did..
I always will..
Love u like my first indeed.....
Jan 2016 · 365
Dear life..
Surbhi choudhary Jan 2016
M glad with what u gave me through...
But don't act like u did me a favour..
Dear life..
I have paid for every breath I took...
Sometimes with laugh..
Sometimes with tears..
Sometimes feeling safe...
Sometimes with fear...
Sometimes being simple..
Sometimes being rude...
I agree I am not good enough,
Dear life..
But I won't accept it as a favour from u...
Jan 2016 · 360
Who is he?
Surbhi choudhary Jan 2016
Who is he? ..A stranger ?..
A blessing or danger...
Things going smooth life is fun...
Will u survive with it or jus simply run...
Don't be anxious u never know what's next....
Just be focused n leave on him the rest...
Someday will come ull have it all...
For which u would urself love to fall...
Jan 2016 · 189
Untitled
Surbhi choudhary Jan 2016
The First One

He came He stayed He left
...
I realized he never deserved it ..

He was not my guy...He is not worth it....
A chapter of him will always remain...
but the hardships I went through I'll make sure i drain...
I m not guilty I lost someone who didn't loved me...
I m pity for him he lost someone who loved only him..

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