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Sunny Dec 2017
still on the scent of your commitment
telling me not to hid any truth
begun to hug any of your body parts
tonight is the night, when i don't care that i don't rhyme

in happiness we could
say something sweet like i would.
but the feelings get cold, and i get on all of your silly thoughts
to belong with me, and be still

I'm not that kind of human
that forcing a love to someone she like just by its look
there's 3 men out there reaching for me
and im still holding back into your breathe..

i miss you
like i could die if i dont
i miss your smile on your window car
when you wave me goodbye

i miss you
like i could die if i dont
i miss your cough that day when you said that you had bronchitis on your lungs

i miss you.
like, i didn't know.
i could just fly away to you
say something sweet before you hate me

im sorry this midnight
i call you like four times
i know you're not gonna be there
its my own paradise, let me feel it myself.

on this midnight paradise,
i feel it by myself.


-sunny-
Sunny Nov 2017
please, leave me a second
for me to not think about you
or all of the feelings that i feel for you

please, leave me a second
leave me alone on my mind
or help me escape from all of the thoughts about you

please, leave me a second
to not overthink about words you said to me last night
about how everybody just look at me as someone ordinary, when you're not

please, leave me a second
for me to write all these words
and cry because i just show the world my chimpy side of me

please, leave me a second
stop try to call me every time
i dont want this go too fast

please, leave me a second
and try to think about you too
are you really into me? or just fuckery things you give to me

please, leave me a second
or maybe two,
or maybe more..
so you dont have to come to me everytime
and see my red face because how often i cry at one night

please, leave me a second.
im so into you, but i doubt that you have the same feeling as me too.

--sunny--
Sunny Nov 2017
"hi, can i drive?"
"no, haha, just come in."
"can you drive me home? actually.."
"sure, come!"

tiny black car and beautiful interior you got there.

"have you set your seatbelt on?"
"sure! let's go!"
"no, no, put it on right. i dont want you ended up like our friend.."
"don't say that.. i put it on right. we're gonna be okay."

smell of the ambi pur you got there, take me to an ****** scent to my nose.

"where we go now?"
"dont you say you want to go back home?"
"oh, sure!"
"no, no, no, i know something better."

you keep the windshield closed, make your breath even warmer.

"hey, is it the route to the city side?"
"yeah, why? you don't want to go there?"
"uh, actually i have a lot of tasks to do."
"oh.. okay, I'll just drive you home then."

the keychain you got on your back mirror, it's shining and pink.

"..."
"..."
"cough."
"..."

i start to look at the wood we passed by. it's silent.

"..."
"..."
"I.."
"yeah?"

it's a beautiful voice you got there, with every kind of melt you made me.

"I... kinda.."
"turn left! that's my home, the orange one."
"oh, oh, okay."
"okay, stop here."

the car just stopped. left the noise of the machine we heard.

"thanks."
"ah, sure."

i look into your eyes like you did. you want to tell me something.

"ah, Dy?"
"yeah, Sunny?"
"it's a beautiful car you got there. thanks for the ride."
"ah.."

it's a beautiful car you got there. I'm sorry to say that, because my words are just lost in your eyes.

×
take a look into your eyes, it's confusing.

--sunny--
Sunny Nov 2017
from your hand,
to your lips,
i asked you to bite up
and light the cigarette

your breath,
when you start to ****,
is an ****** scene in my head
that was your first cigarette

your cough,
but a second more you laugh,
ask me to keep firing the thing
you keep smoke, but i know you hate it

the part of last night,
you hope you don't smoke again after that night
i said, yes, you don't have to smoke after this
you said, yes, you don't have to smoke after this

that night was an impulsive night for me,
i barely breath because i hate cigarette,
it killed my father,
but that night, you tried to **** yourself

that night was beautiful for me,
your lips taste bitter, but it's kinda unique for me,
and again you said to me,
that was the Last Cigarette you smoke.


×
--sunny--
you barely know how beautiful you are when you breathing.
Sunny Nov 2017
the 20 meters away sight,
just in case you never look at me
I'm standing here,
look at you like one-way-mirror.

too bad for called it love,
admire you is the one thing that keeps me alive
your flaws that I see
from 20 meters away.

— The End —