I struggle day in,
and day out.
I struggle believing,
I'm doing the right thing.
I beat myself up,
Day in and Day out.
I question myself,
Whether or not,
Iv done good or bad.
This little girl,
Is my entire world.
Everyday, I feel like I'm doing something wrong.
Everyday I feel like a bad mother,
Over something so small.
Or even something big,
This little girl.
Depends on me, more then anyone else.
But everyone tells me,
I'm doing everything I should be.
I'm doing everything just fine,
As I should be.
I feed her, I change her, I hold her, I love her, I rock her, I sooth her, I cuddle her, I bathe her.
I worry about her.
This little girl has completely changed my life, from day one.
She has changed my out look on life, she is making me stronger, and more independent, she's given me a reason to live. To wake up, to smile, to be happy.
She's my entire world and she's only been in this world for less then a month.
I love you so much Lilith Skye.
Your to young to understand now,
But you will.*
My baby girl was born
July 15th, 2017
20 3/4 in
July 14th, medication started
Tore in 3 different places.
Shes gonna be a month old on Saterday
I can't believe it.