just two kids
riddled with anxiety and depression
finding comfort in each other
loving each other
stumbling through life
hoping to make it out
alive
The poet lives two lives.
One on the outside,
And one in their mind.

When you look in their eyes
You could see an abyss.

If you looked long enough
You could sink into it.

But most people don’t see it.

Take the time to read the words, though,
And you would know for sure.

The poet lives in two different worlds.
A little escape from the madness.
Or maybe, into.
It's easier to say that
you're sick rather
than to tell someone
that your heart is breaking
and explain how the
pain just radiates in your
entire body, deep
within your bones

Leaving you,
feeling empty and crippled
You dread getting up
from bed, even
going to sleep is a complete
war zone between you
falling apart and
you trying so hard
to keep it together

Your eyes look
like they've been stung,
though your heart is
what really stings
You've never stopped
praying, keeping your faith
stronger than your pain
but you start to feel bad
cause whatever you
do, it still hurts like hell

I get it, were about to
learn a lesson and
grow from it but
sometimes,
its just too much,
too heavy and
too painful

All you could do is
close your eyes so
tight and wish that
soon as you open them,
it already went away
So, it is easier to say
that I'm sick rather
than to say that my
heart is breaking
It's just that, you really have changed and it is killing me. But I'll try to be okay again tomorrow, I promise. :(:
"I am not okay
but, I will smile
for today"
Cause we have to conceal the pain and show the world were badass okay. *sobs*
"I have always been in love
with the sky,
though I learned to love
and appreciate the sky when it cried cause you, my love
loved it

I remember, the first time you told me how much you love the rain
and how peaceful it is,
you yawned and told me
in your sleepy voice,
"makes me
want to take a nap"

I smiled and giggled,
cause you are the cutest
when you talk to me in
your sleepy voice

I looked up the sky and uttered
"Thank you so much!"
to God and Grandma Sue,
cause I am just truly
grateful and blessed,
profoundly in love
with your entire
being

Oh, God how I love the sky,
no matter what weather,
it is always beautiful
And just like the sky,
you'll have your sunny days
and your gloomy,
rainy days

But you are
still amazingly beautiful,
the light in your heart
and the love in
your beautiful eyes,
oh those beautiful eyes
I love you always
and forever
no matter what weather

I will endlessly
confess to you how much
I love you with my
entire heart and soul
but baby, its storming
outside and you don't want
to talk but
I'll forever wait
till that sunshine
comes back"
:(:
"I talk to the moon,
I tell him about you"
Do you ever talk to the moon about me, too?
"I wish that people
around you liked
me for you"
I know you'll ask me why, but it matters..
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