I believe that the universe planned our existence, that surely has to count for something.

You showed me your darkest parts and I admired you even more.
I stayed, rolled out a blanket, laid comfortably on my back and started pointing out the stars.

I'd always have late night conversations with the moon and I never fail to tell him about you.

How you have the most beautiful eyes and how your smile brightens up my day more than the sun does.
I guess that's the reason why I always call you, my sunshine.

It knocks the breathe right out of me realizing how lucky I am to be alive, telling you each waking day how much I love you.

I never required you to make grand gestures of forever but you promised me you'll never leave.

And that was good enough for me.

You made me feel alive, again. You filled me with hope and happiness.

You gave me your word and no second thoughts, I was ready to take the jump with you cause YOU ARE more than worth it.

But welcome to reality, promises are broken.

Fragile hearts and dreams are shattered.

You turned around and left me falling.

As sad as it sounds,
you gave up on us.

I closed my eyes and still chose to smile even if my heart was in pieces.

At some point, I realized that we meet people for a reason and sometimes they will stay in our hearts but not in our life.

Though you left, there will always be a corner in my heart that's yours.

I don't mean for now or till love finds me again, I mean forever.

There will always be a quiet place in my heart that belongs only to you.

I still wish the best for you, I pray and hope that soon as your heart finds a home, you'll stay and no longer leave.
I doubt you'll see and read this but, it could've been our first anniversary today. Though my heart aches, still I'm grateful for you. I love you, always. </3
"My heart lays in sadness,
it silently cries in pain"
My heart is broke and I'm out of glue.
crying and mourning the days of the past ....
while... happily, cherishing loving, hoping praying, and wishing for the days of the future...
My heart lays in sadness...
cause it mourns the time and space that I missed with you,
I wished hoped and prayed for more.... I looked to the “ Scars” aka “stars” so many different nights
hoping and praying
hoping and pray
and wishing
and that I’ll be the one holding you tight every single night
I now know that even the most beautifulest black buttafly too sometimes cry and when they cry it bleeds tears
tears of pain truth hurt desires **** lost of fears strength
it was all real
it was all real, I seen fate and destiny
when I looked in ya eyes
it was a feeling I never wanted to let go of
u mad this Beautiful Black Buttafly cry
so now when you look me in my face
in my Eyes
you’ll see hurt and pain... to this truth
that will always and forever remain
at 4 in the
morning the sun
is never up
but i usually am

i worry
about things
that are out of
my control
even more about
things that are

get up early
when i work
and earlier
when i don’t
the older i get the
more i learn
sometimes you
need to cry it out

alone
at night
into your pillow
the blankets
wrapped all
around you

sometimes you
need to cry
and cry
and cry

until the morning
sun falls across
the tears dried
under your lashes

and the lump
in your throat has
dissolved so you can
breathe with ease

you need to get up
let hot water
wash it away
let the steam rising
from your mug soften
any sorrow left around
your morning eyes
take a deep breath
don’t mention it
to anyone

and
just
keep
going

i will
just
keep
going
copyright 9/7/18 b. e. mccomb
you’ll never know
probably ever
the impact you have on a strangers life
by simply being kind
you may keep them alive
so even on your worst days
be a nice person
because even if you want to die
you may save someone’s life
credit to my amazing gf for this advice
"I'm a prisoner
of my own mind,
sentenced to life"
Anxiety, grant me a parole?
I thought

we’ve been    through it all

but you            threw it all

 away.

-

nothing is left
                             now but
  
my broken pieces
why’d you have to do that to us?

to me?
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