I accepted myself a long time ago.
Then you came into my life.
You never did anything to be stuck with me.
I know you're stuck, if you weren't..
You'd be with someone worthy.
Someone else, someone attractive.
Someone else, someone that can make you feel as great as you make me.
Someone else, someone that can appreciate having you.
Instead of wallowing in self-pity
Someone else, someone that can smile and be happy.
Someone else, someone that doesn't almost cry when they look in the mirror.
I know I'm not worthy,
because if I were I'd be happy.
You're perfect from every angle,
You're perfect for everything...
I'm nothing, and I'm worthless.
You're worth so much,
you are everything a girl could ever dream of having.
I can't help but wonder what flutters around in that beautiful mind.
I wish I could see... if you really loved me.
Or if this was some cruel joke.
I feel like leaving you would be the right thing to do,
but I'm too selfish to let you go.
My mind, my heart, and my conscience are in a constant battle.
What's right? What's wrong?
I thought I knew.
All I know now is that you are so right...
and I am so wrong.
You are the candy everyone wants and loves.
I am the vegetables rotting in the bottom shelf, hoping one day someone will love me like you.
Oh how wonderful that knife looks!
I can't, I shouldn't...
I don't want to be anymore of a disappointment than I already am.
I LOVE YOU!
I wish someone would have told me how much love truly hurt...
even at it's best.
I've read stories, heard songs, and listened to people say it hurts when it comes to an end.
No one warned me about the beginning being so painful.
and it truly is... me...