one day I’m going to fall in love with a girl, and she’s going to make all the heartbreaks in the past look insignificant, except for the fact that they all led me to her, and she’s going to love all the parts of myself that I can’t stand, all the things that my mind has told me makes me unworthy of a love such as her’s, and I’m going to do the same for her, I’m going to love everything about her that the world has told her isn’t good enough, isn’t what she should be, and it won’t matter what our families have to say about it because we’ll have each other, and for once in my life I’m going to know that the person I’m with deserves me wholeheartedly, and she’ll be so good that I definitely won’t deserve her but that won’t matter either, because she’ll be my person and I’ll be her’s, because the universe will make sure that we’ll gravitate towards each other like we’re meant to, like we’re supposed to, and we’ll get married and have children and grow old together but our love for each other will never fade, even after we’re both gone, because I’ll never stop writing about her, about how her beauty lights up every room she’s ever entered, how her heart has healed everyone she’s opened up to, how she’s made me a better person through it all, and people years from now will read what I’ve written and they’ll just know, they’ll just know.
this is just me rambling but I kinda liked it so I’m posting it