it's not like adjacency pairs
where
good morning comes with hi
good bye with seeya

it's good day, fck you and thank you.

Am I the bad one for adoring three musketeers that sharing none of mutuality of each piece? One's for guidance, one's for comfort, and another one's for understanding. All of them have come and stay for quite awhile. And share the same place -- in this little crib of heart. Am I the bad one yet?

I have an assignment that need to be submitted by tomorrow. yet, here I am arranging words, twisting, flipping, painting, yawning, crying for help, mercy, sickness to come sits by my side. Ugh, I am not even started a word. How do people graduate anyway. Anyone wants to come and kidnap me for a day? **** I'm so done.

I am no Lang Leav
and you are no Michael Faudet
yet
here we are
arranging letters
bit by bit
'cause we're
simply


*a poem with feet.

as the talk of nouman
as the write of khaled hosseini
behold such beauties in their wording
I helplessly fall in them

out of love
you fix the environment.
out of greedy
you pluck the beauty away.

your call.

Once upon a time
there was a cactus
it can be seen–
can't be touched.

Thus, value yourself.

are you a cactus?
so mesmerized to look at yet
so much blood when be touched.

*cos i fell ******* you
and it hurts.

I don't know whether I'm too strong or too dumb to let you go. Too strong that I thought I could handle this or too dumb when I finally realized that I'm not. Too strong that come into realization this round we're living won't have any goods or too dumb that can't even living a day without thinking about it. Kinda nice to know that I still have a heart to feel the hurt. Thanks, you.

regards,
sophie.

why do I feel like being betrayed
it's funny when looking back
I saw you
with a knife






**** yes
you did

I'm scared that—
I see people without souls;
I see human without humanity;
I see creatures without empathy;

We're just simply an entity—

away from others
closed to each other
and brooding together

*let's.

when you're alone in your dorm and wearing full volume headphone and you saw a glimpse of your roommate in between your curtain.
It could be not your roommate.
****. Happened.

she choked her up with--
"you don't understand"
after for decades being with her
and it hurts so bad

she ripped her heart with
"no you don't get it"
after they've been through together all the time
thus it hurts really bad

---

she told her all her bitter
she asked her for the shoulder
she begged her for home
she gave her all without a pause

yet "the don't understand" stings the most.

I don't know what is this feeling
my eyes kinda burning
my head's kinda spinning
and my heart fastly beating
all the memories flashing
like a recorder ever playing
this is so frustrating
I don't know what does this mean

--

*probably, been missing.

if i could ever run away
it's not gonna be in your arms
because it's been **** close
ever since.