When I cry I tell myself it's just the smoke from the cigarette in my eyes because I don't like to cry, these are my weakest times. I can't even breath lately, it's like the world doesn't want me to. The world wants me to suffer, to drown, at worst to die. The crazy thing is I know when I started to fall. I fell and instead of catching me the one I love pushed me. He's the reason my demons are in power and I'm helpless lately.

Oh god it's awful here
You can't save the world my dear
But you can try to save yourself
My advice is run
Run the hell away
Find a place to feel yourself
Or creat yourself new
It's your life
You're never wrong
Even if you feel like you don't belong
You're never wrong at all

Cause we drink to forget
We smoke to die
And fight to be remembered

Who am I?
I asked the girl in the mirror
Why to I let these people change me?
I asked her
She never respond
She always starred blankly at me
Maybe she knew I couldn't take the answers
Because she's the one that knows me best
She knows why I am so depressed

When I fall asleep with music
I will fall asleep smiling
And if you don't understand my music
You won't ever understand me

Beautiful lips
A colorful soul
A wonderful heart
And a mind of gold

Mornings are like second chances
They come every day
But sometimes we sleep them away