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solfang Apr 2021

suffocate

I don't know
if the air on the other side
is fresher or cleaner;
all I know is,
I'm suffocating here

Gonna change to a new job for better career growth; loved my company and the people I worked with

#suffocate #poemoftheday #happiness #growth #career #love #strength #community

Apr 2021

Slightly Lovely

(when will this ever stop?)

do you ever cry about me?
and if so,
do you think that sometimes,
we cry together?

solfang Apr 2021

surpress

she said
I should suppress
my feelings for now
and she is right;

deep down I'm just
too tired to fight;
sometimes I find myself
walking further from the light;
and for that I feel like
my life can never be bright

(cont. from previous poem)
my therapist said that it is best if I increase my dosage, so I can temporarily suppress my feelings

#sadness #depression #poemoftheday #heartbreak #emotional #loneliness #battle #struggle #life #living

solfang Apr 2021

sadness | madness

she asked,
"what is the cause
of your endless sadness?";
and I answered,
"nothing unusual,
it's just inner madness"

went to therapy today; doctor said I'll need to have a few more sessions to resolve my problems. Have to increase my dosage as well.

just as I thought I was getting better.

#depression #sadness #recovery #battle #poemoftheday #endless #selfdiscovery #internal #feelings #crying

solfang Apr 2021

mad

my heart is mad at my mind
for it chose to let him go;
but deep inside it knows,
unlike my heart,
his love for me
will never grow

learn to let him go

#love #heartbreak #affection #poemoftheday #like #heartache #breakup #sad #loss #lust

solfang Apr 2021

will time heal?

they say,
time will heal;
but the clock broke,
the day my heart
stopped ticking
for you

heartache.

#heartbreak #heartache #love #time #recovery #poemoftheday #feelings #depressed