I can barely breathe,
I can’t even speak,
My head is spinning,
I’m feeling so weak;

Manager wants me gone,
Colleagues want me away,
I don’t feel too good,
So I can’t stay;

Driving back home,
Sneezing all the way,
My head is spinning,
All through the day;

The sun in my eyes,
I cannot see,
Nothing can help me,
Not even the sea;

I’m on my bed,
Facing the sky,
I hear my wheezing,
I’m gonna’ die;

I lie in my bed, alone,
Only you are on my mind,
I hope you think of me as well,
As much as I think of you;

I sit at my desk,
Skype on all the time,
Waiting for you,
To come back online;

Last message I sent,
Was an hour ago,
I’m sick of waiting,
But where would I go;

I receive a message,
And my heart skips a beat,
Words full of sweetness,
Start shuffling in my seat;

I want to tell you something,
But I’m scared of what would come,
You could get scared,
You could be hurt,
I can’t lose you,
You are priceless to me;
We chat along,
As real good friends,
The secrets I keep,
Are clawing at me;

Pretend I have none to say,
Pretend all is cool,
I’m screaming,
I’m feeling,
My tears fill a pool;

Time to sleep,
Time to leave,
I hug my pillow hard,
Pretend that it’s you,
I’m just a fool,
Trying not to heave;

This is my never ending cycle,
My feelings never changing;

Running in the woods,
Chasing prey,
Ruling the forest,
These things no more;

They came with guns,
And shot their stuns;

Woke up in a cage,
Nowhere to run,
Barely any space,
To get some fun;

They came with sticks,
And sharpened spikes,
Pushing and stabbing,
Making me do stunts;

People cheer,
Lights so bright,
Haven’t had a proper meal,
I cannot fight;

Fur starts to fall,
Eyes start to dull,
No more strength,
To perform;

While in my cage,
My tiny kingdom,
People came in,
Am I free?

The men had spikes,
That shined in light,
A gun pointed at me,
Is this really my flight?

Every day,
Every night,
We chat – we speak,
We never fight;

Is this marriage?
Is this love?
It’s neither,
We just met online;

We chat every day,
Every spare minute I spend with you;

At work I think,
In bed I dream,
You fill the empty,
That’s in my heart;

Is this marriage?
Is this love?
It’s neither,
We just met online;

You made me laugh,
You made me smile,
You made me curious,
And also cry;

We respect,
We converse,
We feel good,
When we do this;

Is this marriage?
Is this love?
It’s neither,
We just met online;

We are close together,
And yet so far away,
We share thoughts,
We share secrets,
Yet we don’t know,
What each of us smells like;

I can dream,
I can hope,
That we’ll someday,
Meet and hug;

Is this marriage?
Is this love?
No it’s not,
At least not yet;

Shut up,
Shut the f%&k; up;

You annoy me,
You Disturb me,
Stop even talking;

You smell like crap,
Your voice is monotonous,
Your words are empty,
Stop doing all the fuss;

Yes you are bright,
You are also outgoing,
just don't do it with me;

I'm glad that we spoke,
I'm happy that we're clear,
Now we know where we stand;

Our friendship is warm,
Our chats are fuzzy,
You understand,
That we are friends;

My feelings for you,
Are mostly respect and enjoyment,
Our love is agape,
But I never had a better friend.
Never more than that;

I’m glad that we are on the same page,

They steal,
They loot,
They always,
Keep the boot;

They never thank,
They never fee,
For the things,
That should be free;

They steel from the rich,
They take from the wealthy,
While they protect,
Their Identity;

Their opinion,
Is not like ours,
They only think,
They’re all just harmless;

They pirate apps,
And movies too,
Keep entertainment,
That’s what they do;

I was alone,
I was sad,
You saved my life,
You saved my head;

A dark ally,
Need a fresh start,
Built a brick wall,
Around my heart;

You came along,
And made me smile,
You where ready,
For an extra mile;

You gave me hope,
You made me warm,
And made my house,
Feel like a home;

You made me trust,
And got me comfortable,
But then you hurt me,
I was so gullible;

I searched for you all my life,
Tried to take you as my wife;

As wild as a tiger,
As fierce as a gale,
Tried to tame you,
To no avail;

Gave you my heart,
Gave you my mind,
You wanted none,
Of what I provide;

You ran away,
I let you slip,
You left me alone,
Biting my lip;

My journey proceeds,
Searching without rest,
I never waver,
From my quest;

Looking around like a bee,
On the search for honey;