Ash - Hello Poetry

Dec 2020

Mikey

i can see
feel
touch
sense you.
but youre gone
forever
and ever
gone
and
in the ground.
why can i feel you
talking
breathing
lurking.
youre here
arent you
please
dont hurt me.

Dec 2020

Mikey

im sick

i feel sick.
i feel tired, and empty.
i feel my eyes moving in their sockets.
i feel the blood coursing through my veins.
i feel my lungs slowly filling.
i feel me.
i feel every piece of me.
im sick.
and im tired.
i dont want to feel.
why do i feel anyway?

Dec 2020

Mikey

...

for it wasnt you who broke me.
the only fault found is on my own hands.
i broke myself trying to love you, not the other way around. and i do greatly apologize.

Dec 2020

jl

Crush

Late night texts
Sleepy eyes
Small smiles
Butterflies

Stolen moments
Held inside
Beating heart
Stupefied

~

Left alone
Tear filled eyes
Chapped lips
Scarred thighs

Empty promises
Cast aside
Broken heart
Terrified

~j.l.

there's a reason why its called a crush

#crush #terrified #hurt #empty #alone #anxiety

Dec 2020

Ollie

Goodbye

Goodbye to the tears rolling down my cheeks
Goodbye to the bleeding through my sheets
Goodbye to fighting a battle I'll never win.
Goodbye to a world full of sin.
Goodbye to a hopeless night.
Goodbye...I lost my fight.

Yeah idk This just kind of came out of my brain. I hope you guys like it!

#sad

Dec 2020

Mikey

pity?

why am i so sorry for myself?
why am i filled with pity?
i guess i finally realized the trauma has eaten its way at me.
but now all i am is filled with sorry feelings and pain.
why cant i think, why is this empathy weighting at me.
i cant continue to be sorry for myself.
but all i am is pity.

Dec 2020

Mikey

lonely

even with all these voices in my head,
im still lonely without you.