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Skye Applebome Apr 2013
I am many things.
VERY many things.
But I am NOT happy.
Skye Applebome Apr 2013
A broken heart is like a broken mirror. It's better to leave it broken rather than get hurt trying to fix it.
I found that quote online somewhere.
Skye Applebome Apr 2013
It'll be okay
It'll be okay
It'll be okay*
That's what I tell myself.
Oh, what a liar I am....
Skye Applebome Apr 2013
I just CANNOT do this anymore.
I can't.
I can't.
I WON'T.
How am I supposed to, when I see things that aren't there?
Have nightmares that last for months?
Have a broken heart?
Have scars from cuts?
I want to die.
*HELP ME
;( I'm in a really bad place right now....It'll pass....maybe.
Skye Applebome Apr 2013
My sadness has turned into pure anger and fury.
I wonder what will happen next.
Skye Applebome Apr 2013
Some people
Are amazing listeners, following dreams they seem impossible
They may not know what to say
They're very forgiving, cherish them.

Others
Have been hurt so many times, but they
Know the best advice for you
Even if you don't, they're right
Hold them closely, because if you mess up, they may never trust you again

Some are blunt
They can infuriate you
But they're right as well
They're telling you what you need to hear. Heed their words.

Still others are quiet
They're overlooked easily
But they're amazing people
Get to know them, you'll never regret it.

Some are beacons of light
They know just what to say to cheer you up
They are deeply emotional
You need that influence in your life.

Then there are people like me
Who can't see themselves for who they are
Who can't see that it will ever get better
Who need help
who cry themselves to sleep and then have nightmares
Who want to die.
Help these people, when they're happy, you won't regret it.
Skye Applebome Apr 2013
To question reality
To see horrible things
That you know in your brain aren't there
But break your heart all the same
Is a fate nobody deserves

*Nobody but me....
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