There are some wounds
That even time can't heal.
Like this one....

It's difficult to see through tears.
I would know.

Before you
I didn't know love.
Before you
I didn't know true happiness
Before you
I didn't know the pain of loss
Before you
I didn't know what it was to shed so many tears
Before you
I didn't know how one person could so change my life.
I love you....why did you have to leave me?

I'm battling with myself
It doesn't help when my friend continually says "Wanna die?"
"Sure!" I say cynically.
Or at least you think it's sarcasm...

Today, I remembered
What it was like to see your face
How you were cute when you were angry
Why I loved you...
But of course, it's too late.

I don't want to be a celebrity.
I don't want to be famous, or popular.
I do want to be happy.
But each day, the third one seems harder and harder...
Soon, it'll be easier to become a celebrity than be happy.

But it was so easy before!
Is there a trick?
Some button I can push, some code I can type in?
Anything I can do?
Because I need it more than anything...

Happy birthday...
I love you.
I miss you.
Why can't you stay?
Please come back...