FEELINGS

AM ANGRY!
At You
At Me
At the Universe for keeping us apart
At the gods for their Cruel games on our Fates

I DESPISE!
Every moment I spend Without you
Every Love-song on the Radio
Every Couple holding hands in the street

I CRAVE!
The Darkness
The Deep Abyss
The Sweet Embrace of Death

I DON'T WANT TO LIVE IN A WORLD WITHOUT YOU

By Simple Simon

He was Prince with no kingdom
She was an Angel with broken wings
Their love was forbidden
Their love wasn't supposed to exist

She walked with grace and pride
Though her soul was dying inside
But men gave up thrones for her
Coz men only saw her smile

He had the heart of a Dragon
But Dragons eventually fall
His fire was burning out
He needed someone to light it back

Two pieces from different puzzles
One tormented soul and one broken heart
She lit up his spark
He calmed her soul
Their love was forbidden
Their love wasn't supposed to exist
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But it did

Time to put you to sleep
So my dear,listen to this lullaby
And don't let any word slip


Check inside the closet
Check under the bed
You won't find any Monsters there
Coz they're hiding inside your head

Try to dream of Rainbows
Try to dream of Unicorns
Cross your heart and pray
That the Bats and Spiders don't come again

Think of happy Memories
Think of happy Moments
But your past is too Troubled
Your past is too Dark

Give up trying to dream of Glitter
And let in the Ash and everything Bitter
Leave your mind open to the Monsters' gain
And as you drift into the eternal Abyss
Cross your heart and pray
That you may never wake Again

She did not have the body of a Goddess
Neither did she have the smile of a Princess
She didn't sound like an Angel
And her heart was not made of gold

She had named her right hand "Regret"
And her left was "Heartbreak"
They both had scars
Some fresh,Some for old time sake
She never hid them coz she didn't want to forget

For hours she would sit in the closet
Crying and hugging her big,brown Teddy
She badly wanted to be normal
But she didn't know what normal meant

She wanted to write herself a happy ending
But her ink was dark and full of despair
Her life felt like a badly scripted tragic movie
And ever scene was worse than before

One day she sat at the bus stop
Lost deep in her Fantasy world that she didn't see her sit next to her
She felt a hand on her shoulder
And a voice saying
"You're beautiful"
After those three words,She was never the same again

Most look at you
And see stars in your eyes
But when I look in your eyes
I see a galaxy
I see planets of pain
All revolving around a sun of tortured past
I see black holes of torment
And supernovas of untamed rage
Sometimes I see asteroids of revenge
And shooting stars of uncertain future
I see a young girl begging to be loved
Buts hates herself soo much to accept it
But when others look at you and see stars
I look at the stars and see you

I sit on the edge of the well
Coz my life ain’t going that well
Stones in my backpack
Coz hope is what lack

I sit on the edge of the well
Coz am empty as a shell
I have no reason to live
And my soul is the only thing left to give

I sit on the edge of the well
Coz my life has become a living hell
I know you tried your best
But it seems as if the devil has become my guest

Don’t worry am not taking my life
Coz how can I take my life when I have none left
I sit at the edge of the well
Writing this note in my blood wishing I brought a pen

A star by night
A flower by day
A crown on her head
But the world on her shoulders

A smile on her face
Scars on her wrist
Always in a race
And trying to find some light

Lover on her bed
But demons in her head
Sweet songs on her lips
But she is whispering under her breath

She smiles with everyone
But she cries all night
She trusts no-one  
Saying that everything's alright

Its because our minds are too troubled
Our past traumatized
Our future undetermined
Our wrists open
Our pens broken
Our memories forgotten
Our friends gone
Leaving us all alone