I'm done living like this,
Depending on substances,
My last sweet bottle kiss,
Not everyone gets second chances.
Tired of disappointing my dad,
Wasting paycheck after paycheck,
Just to feeling anything but bad,
Finally turning around this shipwreck.
Only 8 days sober from alcohol,
74 days clean from harder drugs,
Sometimes it feels like i hit a wall,
But i'm reminded by those hugs.
Reminded why i stopped,
Why i don't need these anymore,
Life's like cherries topped,
I'm not your little *****.
The air smells cleaner,
The clouds aren’t as grey,
I used to be so much meaner,
Glad to be here another day.
i had a really big drug problem and sometimes i crave it but im stronger than this stronger than i know